"But how," he stammered, and cleared his throat, "how am I to draw back
with honour, father?"
"I've done that for you. That is, the way out is open if you will take
it. The Liverpool house wrote me this morning, asking to have you sent
down for a week--some bother about that inspector, Routledge; you know
the man. I wired to the hotel that you might come on by the night
train. It may fairly be called urgent. My counsel to you is that you
just bolt--bolt and get clear away before you have committed yourself
to a thing which must be hopeless."
Gerald leaned forward, covering his face with his hands. It was a very
rare sign of feeling with him.
"You haven't committed yourself--you haven't said or done anything that
makes it impossible to draw back?" asked the elder man in deep anxiety.
"You said you hadn't."
"That is true. I have said nothing. I am not even certain what her
answer would be. I could not say that she had given me any reason to
hope. She is so serene, so impartially sweet, one cannot tell--like my
'Last Duchess,' you know--'who passed without much the same smile'?"
Mr. Rosenberg did not read Browning. The allusion passed him by.
"Then take your courage in your two hands, boy, and do as I tell you.
In a month or two you'll be thanking me on your knees. Bolt, I tell
you, bolt. Don't see her again. Leave a message by me--catch the
restaurant-train. I told Brown to pack your valise, and the car is
waiting."
Gerald was pale now. "She'll think me a cur."
"No such thing. I shall make good your case. Urgency. She will think
you could not help yourself. She will look upon the affair as hung up,
not ended. After a while she will forget it."
"But--but what are they to do?" stammered Gerald. "The mother may
deserve this, but she doesn't. It is she who will have to suffer."
"She shall not suffer. I will send them enough to carry on, and I will
recommend that wax doll of a mother to take a situation--to go as
companion to some heiress or something--to put her shoulder to the
wheel and help to keep her children. She has had a good run for her
money, now let her taste the rough side of things for a while. Do her
no harm. Do her good."
Gerald rose and went to the window, gazing out with unseeing eyes at
the busy welter of society traffic--the swift cars, laden with
well-dressed occupants, which flashed by in the summer evening.
His father watched him anxiously.
"Gerald," he said at last, "listen to me. If you go now--if you do as I
tell you--there need be nothing final about it. The girl will be at
Wayhurst--you will know where to find her. Suitors are not likely to be
as common as blackberries, even with her looks. Take this chance to
think things over more coolly than is possible when she is in the same
house with you. I don't want to demand too great a sacrifice, boy----"
The last words were husky and wistful. He loved his son sincerely.
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