"Oh yes, he was proud enough; but they worried him when they were young,
and as they grew older I think he felt that they criticised him and
realised how he had wasted his opportunities. He was devoted to Elma,
for she worshipped him meekly all her life, and was convinced that no
such genius had ever existed. Your father is right. I never knew a
more brilliant young man than Edgar was at twenty-one; but what is there
to show for it now? A few songs, two or three novels and volumes of
poetry, and a number of pictures and sketches which he was ashamed even
to sign! He was always growing discouraged, turning from one thing to
another, and lowering his standard to meet the taste of the market. His
songs became more and more clap-trap and commonplace, his stories more
sensational, his pictures of the cheaply-pretty order which sell at
provincial exhibitions. I believe at the bottom of his heart he
realised his downfall, and when Elma died, and he had not her adoring
admiration to keep up his faith in himself, he fretted himself ill. The
last time I saw him he was a wreck--mentally and physically--and I fancy
those girls must have had a trying time of it before the end."
CHAPTER TWO.
STEPHEN'S CONFESSION.
Stephen Charrington had expressed a wish to consult with his aunt and
uncle less from any preconceived intention than from a feeling of
helplessness which took possession of him as he penned the news of his
father's death. It had seemed to him at the moment that the advice of
any one older and wiser than himself would be of value in deciding plans
for the future, but no sooner was the letter irretrievably on its way
than he began to tremble at the prospect of telling Philippa of what he
had done. Philippa had been left co-trustee with himself, and she was
not a young woman who would meekly be put on one side. What she
thought, she said; what she willed, she accomplished; and anything like
interference was to her as the brandishing of a red rag in the face of a
bull. Stephen resolved to wait for a favourable opportunity before
breaking the news of the intended visit, and to introduce it casually in
the midst of a general conversation, when there would be less chance of
a "scene." On Tuesday he decided to speak on Wednesday; on Wednesday
there seemed abundant reason why he should postpone the disclosure until
Thursday; on Thursday his uncle's note arrived announcing his arrival on
the following day, and there could be no longer delay. Stephen betook
himself to the morning-room, where his sisters sat in conclave, and hid
himself behind a newspaper, awaiting his opportunity.
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