"Then call me 'Mother,' and kiss me!" she cried passionately.
"Mother!" he said, and held her close to him.
A few minutes later she began to tell him the things which for years he
had been longing to know, and concerning which gossip had been rife.
"I want to know, mother," he said, "who my father is, where I was born,
and why the truth has been so long kept from me."
"Born," she said, and her face became hard; "you were born in a
workhouse, and your father would call himself a gentleman, and we were
married in Scotland!"
A bright light came into the youth's eyes at the last part of the
sentence. "But is my father alive?" he asked eagerly.
"I do not know," she replied; "I think he must be. I feel sure he is,
but I cannot tell. Listen. I was reared in Scotland, not far beyond
the English border. My name was Jean Lindsay. My father had been a
fisherman as a young man, but came to Cornwall for his wife, and soon
after he brought her to Scotland and I was born, she died. He had a
farm in Scotland, and there I lived with my stepmother and stepbrothers
and sisters, who made life a misery for me until I was eighteen, and
then one day I met a gentleman. Oh, my lad, it was no wonder I loved
him; he was different from all the lads I had met in those parts,
young, handsome, laughter-loving, just the man to captivate a lassie's
heart. He married me, Scottish fashion, and on the day we were wed he
told me he had received a letter which urged him to go back to his home
at once. We were married secretly, my boy, because I was afraid for my
father and stepmother to know. They wanted me to wed a young farmer,
and would have forced me to do so but for him, and I could not--how
could I when I loved him and he loved me? And I believed in him too;
he was all the world to me. No one knew but he and me. But when we
were married and he came to the inn, he told the landlady I was his
wife."
The boy nodded. "And the letter, mother?" he said, "the letter, what
of that?"
"It urged him to go to his home," she replied. "You must remember, my
boy, that I was young and ignorant. I knew nothing of the ways of the
world, nothing of men, but I loved him devotedly. He was my king, my
life! When he had read the letter, he said he must leave the following
morning, and urged me to go back to my home and wait until he could
come and fetch me. I was to tell them, he said, that we were married,
and that thus I was free from the attentions of Willie Fearn, the
farmer they wanted me to wed."
The youth did not seem to understand her, but looked at her with wild
wonder in his eyes, trying to comprehend the story she was telling. It
seemed utterly unreal to him. He wondered whether she fully realised
what she was saying.
"Yes, mother," he said at length, "go on."
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