He remembered his mother's face, too, as she came into the court,
remembered the look of agony in her eyes, remembered the unearthly
scream she had given. What did it mean? His mother was not a weak
woman, she was not given to hysterics, rather she was cold and grim and
hard to all the rest of the world. She was only tender towards him.
What did she mean by coming in such a way? What led her to cry out
with such intense pain? The thought had scarcely passed his mind when
he heard the key of the warder in his door, and a moment later his
mother came into his cell. For some time neither of them spoke. The
woman came towards him slowly, and then, throwing her arms round his
neck, held him close to her for a long time. Paul felt the quiver of
her body, and realised the intensity of her feelings.
"Are you better, mother?" He was able to speak quite calmly by this
time, and was determined that neither by look nor sign would he say
anything of his suspicions concerning her.
But she did not answer him. She still held him close to her, her face
pressed hard against his chest.
"I saw you come into court this morning," he said, as though the matter
were the most casual thing imaginable. "You seemed frightened, mother.
Why was it?"
Still she did not speak, but Paul knew by her quivering hands and by
her convulsive sobs that something had aroused her to the depths of her
being.
"I hope you are better now," he went on. "It was very thoughtful of
you to let me know you had recovered. You mustn't trouble about me,
mother. I shall be able to manage all right."
"Yes, yes," she gasped presently, "but you don't know, Paul! You don't
know!"
"I think I know all that is necessary," he said, and then he stopped,
for he was on the point of mentioning the ghastly thought which had
been haunting him throughout the day. He believed he had read his
mother's motive in coming into the court, and that, but for her falling
down in a faint, she would have carried out her purpose. He felt sure
she had come there that day to tell of her own guilt, and thus to save
him. He imagined that she would have found it easy to gain admission
by telling the officials that she was the accused man's mother, and
that had she carried out her purpose he would by that time have been a
free man.
"You must not give way to these feelings, mother," he said. "I am
abundantly able to take care of myself, and I am afraid neither of
judge nor jury."
"The papers say you asked some awfully clever questions," she said, and
there was a mirthless laugh in her voice. "People are saying in the
city, too, that you've got something up your sleeve, and that
presently, when the right time comes, you will confound them all. But,
oh, Paul, Paul, my poor boy, my dear boy! I've come to tell you
something!"
"Don't tell me, mother," he said. "I'm sure it will give you pain, and
there's not the slightest need. Everything is right and perhaps
there's truth in what the people say."
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