Paul had sat during the whole time of the delivery of this speech,
listening to every word with breathless eagerness. Never until that
day had he realised how near death was to him. Throughout the whole
trial he had never really believed that the jury could find him guilty.
Now, however, it seemed as though they could do nothing else. Never
had he felt his loneliness as he felt it then. The judge did not seem
to be a man, but merely a legal machine, uninfluenced by great
emotions, and considering his case only as a case. No one had been to
see him since the trial had recommenced under Judge Branscombe, save
the warders and the chaplain. In one way he was glad it was so, but in
another he longed for society, longed for comfort. Eagerly on each
morning of the trial had he looked around the court, dreading yet
hoping to see the face of Mary Bolitho, whom he still loved as a man
should love the woman he hopes to marry, even although he knew her to
be his sister. Each morning, too, he had longed to see the face of his
mother, although he hoped she would not be there. And while he still
declared that nothing could soften his heart against Judge Bolitho, he
felt as though the sight of his face would have helped him.
What were they doing? he wondered, the man whom he had lately learnt
was his father, and his mother, and his half-sister--no, he could not
call her sister even now, and he wondered why it was. When Mr.
Bakewell had finished his speech he heaved a sigh of relief. At least
the worst had been told. All that could be done to hang him had been
done--at least, as far as evidence was concerned. And then there came
back to him the old determination to fight to the bitter end. At least
he had his chance to reply, and he nerved himself for the work he had
to do. He had no idea of time. He had never thought of it. He knew
it was at the beginning of the afternoon session when Mr. Bakewell rose
to address the jury, but he had no thought of the time which had
elapsed. He had been simply listening, listening, as if it were a
matter of life and death--as in reality it was--to the address which
had been made. He was expecting the judge to call upon him to make his
speech for his own defence, and was arranging his thoughts in order to
do so, when the judge turned towards him and asked him if his defence
would take any considerable time.
"Yes," replied Paul, "it will."
"Then we will adjourn the court until to-morrow."
"Perhaps," added the judge, with a wan smile, "you will be glad of
this. It will allow you some little time to make your preparations."
"Thank you, my lord," he replied.
And then he was led away to his cell.
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