“Jane will bring your tea when you ring in the morning. Good-night.
Sleep well.” She went out smiling, and as the door closed upon her
Rose moved mechanically to the nearest chair and sat down. She felt
dazed and stupid. Emotions had succeeded one another so rapidly in the
past eight hours that the state of mind of which she was most acutely
conscious was bewilderment. Through this confused sense, however,
self-reproach pierced sharply. How like one of life’s practical jokes
it was, to bring her thousands of miles over-sea to tell her best
friend what any spiteful acquaintance in the village might have placed
within her knowledge. Mrs. Summers looked round the pretty, peaceful
room with a sense of oppression. Over the windows, the rose-patterned
chintz curtains hung primly. She got up and pushed them aside, and then
blew out the candles. A lovely night had succeeded the lovely day, and
the garden was magical with moonlight. Sweet scents rose from it. Pools
of shadow lay on the silvered grass. Deep and mysterious the great
trees stood massed against the luminous sky.
Rose leaned against the window-frame, and let the silence and the peace
quiet her thoughts, while she tried to realize the stranger she had
found in the place of the old impulsive Cecily. It was the self-control
that chilled and baffled her, even while she admired its exercise.
Mentally she reviewed the evening, and found Cecily’s demeanor
excellent. Her manner towards her husband had been perfectly friendly.
A stranger seeing them together, she reflected, would have thought them
on very good terms, though Robert might have been pronounced rather
absent-minded and preoccupied. At the remembrance of Kingslake, Rose’s
face darkened.
“She needn’t have taken so much trouble,” was her bitter reflection.
“He wouldn’t have noticed even if she’d been disagreeable. His mind was
elsewhere.”
To Rose, whose recollection of Robert was as a lover, so devoted that
the only clear idea she had retained about his personality was that
he loved Cecily,--to Rose, his present obvious indifference seemed a
thing almost incredible. It brought to her, as nothing else since her
home-coming had brought to her, the realization that five years is
long--that the heart of life may be cut out with its passing.
Mrs. Summers felt her eyes dim with sudden tears. She was hurt at her
friend’s reticence. The Cecily she knew had vanished, and with her,
it seemed, she had taken all youth, all keenness, all desire. In that
moment of disappointment, Rose had a horrible premonition of age.
A tap at the door startled her. While she was hurrying towards it,
across the moonlit room, it opened, and Cecily came in.
She was in a long, pale-colored Japanese wrapper, her hair all loose
about her face. Standing there in the moonlight, she was the girl Mrs.
Summers remembered, and with a revulsion of feeling too glad for words
she took her by the arms and put her into an easy-chair near the window.
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