“Oh! Let me see, when does she come?” She could have smiled at the
quick turn of his head, and the carelessness of his voice. “Decent
rooms?” he went on, dropping lumps of sugar into his tea.
“Very nice, I think. That sugar will begin to show at the top if you
don’t stop.” Robert flushed, and dropped the sugar-tongs with a clatter.
“I’ve heard from Diana. She’s coming to-morrow.”
Robert leaned back in his chair, frowning, and felt for his
cigarette-case. “I can’t think why you asked Diana,” he observed,
irritably, “with Mayne coming, and--Miss Burton. She’ll expect to be
asked up to dinner and things, I suppose. It’ll make a lot of work for
the servants.”
“You are very considerate--for the servants.”
He moved restlessly and glanced at her, as he lighted his cigarette.
“Well, you know best, of course,” he began.
“Robert,” said Cecily, suddenly, “there’s something I want to say. And
I want to say it before Diana comes, so that we--we may understand each
other, and things may go smoothly--as I want them to go.”
His start of apprehension was not lost upon her. It had the effect of
making her want to scream with laughter, and she tightened her grasp on
the arm of her chair and went on quickly.
“We’ve been coming to this for a long time. Let us speak frankly this
once, and afterwards let the matter alone. All that you’ve been saying
lately, about the wider scope and broader interests necessary for your
intellectual growth is just another way of explaining that you’re bored
with me.”
“Now, my dear girl!” ejaculated Robert, relief making his tone almost
jocular.
“No, please, Robert, let me finish. I’m not complaining, you
understand, or pleading, or doing anything futile of that sort. I’m
merely stating the fact--and accepting it. I want to do what I can,
to--to make things more interesting for you. All this summer we shall
have visitors. In the autumn, when we go to town, it should not be
difficult to see very little of one another. But we needn’t wait for
that. Let us be free now. I mean, let us give up pretending to be
lovers. We shall then, perhaps, be better friends.”
For a moment before he began to speak he looked at her uncertainly.
Then he broke into the torrent of speech she had dreaded.
Wasn’t it time to take a broader outlook? Why did she resent any
attempt on his part to widen the horizon of their married life? What
had he done to be treated in this fashion?... But, of course, if she
wished this state of things, so let it be. He could not coerce her. He
respected her rights as an individual. That was, in fact, his whole
philosophy of existence,--individual freedom, individual liberty, the
expression of oneself....
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