“I should only want her--and indeed she could only come--for an hour
or two in the morning,” Robert went on, quite fluently now. “She has
her own work--enamelling, isn’t it? And of course she wouldn’t want
to give that up entirely. But she can’t make a living at it; and I
thought, as she’s a friend of yours, if I could do her a good turn----”
Cecily rose. “By all means do her a good turn,” she said. “But what has
that to do with it? The question is, will she make a good secretary?
If you think she will, I should engage her. I must go and get ready. I
promised to meet Mrs. Carrington at three o’clock.”
As she closed the door after her, Robert shrugged his shoulders. He
was honestly reflecting that it was the unreasoning prejudice of
women that made marriage slavery. Dispassionately he reviewed his
own case. Granted that if she knew of his relations with Philippa,
it would be impossible to make his wife view them from any but the
vulgar standpoint; granted this, the point at issue was that she
did _not_ know. From her point of view, therefore, he was the
conventionally faithful husband, and, this notwithstanding, it was
_she_ who had annulled their married life. So far as her knowledge
went, Philippa was a mere acquaintance of his, a woman with whom,
during her stay at Sheepcote, he had been moderately friendly; a woman
to whom, because she was poor and comparatively friendless, he wished
to extend a helping hand. Immediately, her attitude, if not hostile,
had been at least uncordial. He began to rage at its obvious injustice.
Regarded from Cecily’s standpoint it was monstrous. On no stronger
ground than that of a frivolous accusation of lack of affection on his
part, to insist on a practical separation, and then to be jealous of
his women friends!
He rose from the table with an exclamation of impatience. It was
amazing that no later than yesterday he should have dreaded making this
proposition to Cecily, that he should have shrunk from it as something
in bad taste, something forced upon him only by the pressing necessity
of helping a proud woman, who would be helped in no other way. His
scruples had been needless, and even ridiculous. By her own action
Cecily had set him free to do what he would with his life. He took his
hat, and later a hansom, and drove to Fulham.
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