The cathedral had laid its spell upon her. She felt it like a quiet
hand upon her heart. By its actual religious significance, in a narrow
sense at least, she was not affected. But in so far as it stood for
something detached from the fever and the fret of human existence,
it began to assume a great meaning. For the first time in her life
she longed for a serenity which should lift her above the storms
of passion; for interests independent of the love of man. It was
characteristic of Cecily, that, desiring a thing strongly, she should
definitely try to gain it.
What was the first step for her, individually, towards spiritual
freedom? Surely to create. It was the craving of her whole nature. She
longed for freedom; so only could she be free. Then and there she
began to think out and plan in detail an idea which long ago she had
been too happy, and lately too wretched, to translate into writing.
The mosaic of sunshine faded from the walls, the great church grew dim
while she sat, still thinking. When at last she rose, and, a little
dazed, stepped from the twilight of the nave into the street, the sun
had sunk below the opposite houses, and the saffron-colored sky told
of evening. Cecily put back her head, and with her eyes followed the
soaring campanile till they rested on the cross which at its summit
pierced the quiet sky.
With no sense of incongruity, but with a curious feeling of gratitude,
she reflected upon the nature of her meditation within the building
to which that tower belonged. A few moments later she reached her own
doorstep, and that same evening she began to write.
CHAPTER XII
“My dear!” said Lady Wilmot, as her motor-car stopped in Dover Street
before her club. “Who’d have thought of seeing you?” The man opened the
door, and she descended with a rustle of silks to shake hands with Rose
Summers, who was passing. “What are you doing away from your country
cottage? I thought you never left off holding your children’s hands for
a minute. Come in and have some tea,” she exclaimed in one breath.
Rose hesitated. “I succumb to tea,” she said, after a second’s pause,
“though I’ve enough shopping to do to last a week.”
They entered the club, and Lady Wilmot bore down upon the tea-room like
a ship in full sail, Rose following in her wake with an expression
of anticipated amusement. It was to the prospect of gossip she had
succumbed, rather than to the offer of tea, with the prescience that to
one who had fallen a little behind the times, half an hour with Lady
Wilmot would be a godsend. “I shall learn more than I could pick up in
three months, otherwise,” was her smiling reflection as she settled
herself opposite her hostess at one of the tables of colored marble, in
the embrasure of a window.
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