“And even so,” interrupted Cecily, passionately, “granted that what you
say is true, would you have me give up Dick’s friendship?--a friendship
which was forced upon me by my husband, for a reason which he has since
made sufficiently obvious?”
“I would have you completely realize the situation, that’s all,”
returned Rose, calmly. “After that, I’m quite content to leave it
with you. What I can’t stand, is the silly way in which people deceive
themselves, and then stand in amazement, or rend heaven with their
cries, when their celestial palaces, whose foundation a fool might have
seen to be rotten, come tumbling about their ears. Do what you choose
as long as you know you’re doing it, is what I would say to any but the
congenital idiot.”
There was a moment’s silence. Then Cecily laughed.
“I like you when you turn on the vinegar and vitriol,” she said. “Have
another cigarette?”
CHAPTER XIX
For some considerable time past, the plastic heart of Philippa had been
undergoing its periodical regeneration. It now yearned in all sincerity
for the domestic life. Nigel’s devotion was so beautiful; his attitude
of reverential adoration was so supremely right and touching. It was
the forever profoundly necessary and inevitable attitude of the eternal
man towards the eternal woman. At this time she thought and talked much
about the sacred name of “wife.” So intense was her conviction that
the true meaning of life lay in the sacramental view of marriage, that
Robert and his claims sank into the background of her consciousness.
In her heart, which she pictured as a sort of solemn temple of purity,
Nigel was radiantly enthroned. Robert and his salary were but the steps
to the altar, necessary steps, for her eager feet were still shackled
by the weight of debts; by still more embarrassing encumbrances
belonging to the old life, when she still sat in darkness, and knew
not the light. For this reason, though Philippa strove to look upon her
obligation as a penitential discipline, it was still necessary to be
“nice to Robert.” As yet she could not afford to break to him, however
sorrowfully, that their paths must in future diverge; hers towards the
stars, and his--well, in fact, wherever he pleased. She was no longer
particularly interested in Robert’s path. It had ceased to concern
her. It was, however, of him she was thinking as she walked towards
Westminster one morning, on her way to her secretarial duties.
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