Your most welcome letter lies before me, and it is quite unnecessary
to say with what mingled feelings of pleasure and pain I read
it,--pleasure, because, whether you will it or not, your confidence
in this false prophet is tottering; pain, because of the marvelous
power which this Mohammed seems to be wielding over your excitable
Arab populace. Strange, indeed, is his new attitude; we had not
deemed him possessed of a martial spirit; yet may we hope that this
procedure will be but as the stone which shall crush his ends,
falling upon his own head.
It is possible that I may be in Medina ere long. I am impatient to
see you and our poor Dumah again.
And so Uzza is there, too, to bring up afresh the darkest page of
my history; for Amzi, it was I, in my fanatic zeal, who induced the
Persian grandmother to give up his child for sacrifice. Scarcely was
it over when, even in my heathen darkness, my whole soul revolted
against what I had done, and against the faith which had sanctioned
such deeds of blood. It was then that I began to think and strive
against the mists of darkness, until at last I fought away from the
creed of my country.
I fear not to meet Uzza, although I know that he bears me no
good-will, and would not refrain from the assassin's knife did it
satisfy his wish for blood-revenge.
Our friend, Nathan, and his family are well. Did I tell you that
they have gone to live near Tayf?
I spent a pleasant day with them not long ago. They have a little
cabin in the mountains, and Nathan has a few flocks which he herds
out on the green hill-sides. They are all so happy, and so contented
with their pastoral mode of living that they think of moving back
into Palestina, as the pasturage is better there. It will be a long
journey, but, with the consciousness of the Father's care over them,
and the bond of love to shorten the way, they will not mind it.
Nathan's wife, in particular, is anxious to return to her
childhood's home, and never wearies of telling her children stories
of her girlhood days, when she and her sister, whom she still loves
passionately, watched their sheep on the hills of Hebron.
Mary and Manasseh have grown quite tall. Manasseh is almost a man,
fiery and impetuous as ever, yet wise beyond his years, and a devout
Christian.
Nathan is very happy. After all his trials he has perfect rest. His
face almost beamed when he said to me in the words of the Psalmist,
"Unless the Lord had been my help, my soul had almost dwelt in
silence. When I said, My foot slippeth, thy mercy, O Lord, held me
up. For the Lord is my defence, and my God is the rock of my
refuge."
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