The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
He stood looking at me for a moment, and though my pride would not give
way, my heart relented. "When I have justice--is that when I have my
father's inheritance?" said Edgar, slowly, "that will not give me a
father, or a mother, or a friend. I will need pity more, and not less,
than now."
He did not speak again, and I could not answer him; no, I could not
answer his gentle words, nor open my heart to him again. A stranger, an
unknown boy; and he was to take from my father his ancestral house, his
lands, his very rank and degree! I clasped my hands and hardened my
heart; let him have justice, I said within myself--justice--we would
await it proudly, and obey it without a murmur; but we rejected the
sympathy of our supplanter; let him, as we did, stand alone.
But I could not help a wistful look after him as Edgar went away with
his most unsuitable companion along the level, dark, long road to the
village inn. My father stood with me at the door gazing after them, with
a strange, fascinated eye, and when they passed into the distance out of
our sight, he drew a long breath of relief, and, in a faint voice, bade
me come in. I followed him to the library where lights were burning. The
large, dim room looked chill and desolate as we entered it, and I saw a
chair thrust aside from the table, where Saville had been sitting
opposite my father. I stood beside him now, for he held my hand and
would not let me go. He had been quite dignified and self-possessed when
we parted with the strangers, but now his face relaxed into a strange
ease and weariness. We were alone in the world, my father and I, but his
thoughts were not often such as could be told to a girl like me; and I
think I had never felt such a thrill of affectionate delight as now,
when I saw him yield before me to his new trouble--when he took his
child into his confidence, and suffered no veil of appearance to
interpose between us.
"Hester," he said, holding my hand lightly in his own; "I have heard all
this story; the man is a relation, he tells me, of Brian's wife; and
though I cannot understand how my brother should so have demeaned
himself, yet the story, I cannot dispute, has much appearance of truth.
I like to be prepared for the worst--Hester! I wish you to think of it.
Do you understand at all what will happen to us if this be true?"
"Scarcely, papa," said I.
"Cottiswoode will be ours no longer; the rank and consideration we have
been accustomed to, will be ours no longer," said my father, with a
slight shudder. "Hester, do you hear what I say?"
"Yes, I am thinking, papa," said I, "poverty, want--I know the words;
but I do not know what they mean."
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