The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
General
The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
When we came to the great avenue of elms, I gazed up at it steadily.
They were grand old trees. The free wide air about them had strengthened
the noble life in these stout retainers of our house. They threw abroad
their great branches with a glorious freedom. They had no bias nor stoop
in one direction or another, but stood boldly upright, impartial,
indifferent from what point of the compass the wind might blow; and
behind the forest of boughs and twigs, at every countless crevice and
opening, the sky looked through, marking the intertwining lines, great
and small, like some grand lacework, upon the white rounded clouds
poised upon its surface, and upon its own magnificent full hue. I saw
how excited and nervous Alice became as we neared home--she gazed about
her with eager glances--she folded her hands together, wrung them close,
put them to her eyes. It was hard for her to keep still, harder still to
be silent, as glimpse after glimpse of the familiar road burst upon us.
My husband spoke to me once or twice in sympathy. I said nothing. When
we passed the village, I saw the clergyman standing in the garden at the
Rectory, looking at us as we passed by, and there were many little
groups in the neighborhood of Cottiswoode, and the children set up a
chill hurrah as we drove through the village; but I sat back in my
corner, and cared for nothing. At last we drew up and alighted. This
time I suffered his hand to help me, though the memory of that former
night returned upon me, so that I scarcely could keep my composure. Once
more I looked up at the arms of our house sculptured above the
door--once more I saw the servants ranged within, and then I suffered
him to lead me through them, and bowed, though I could not smile. I saw
they looked at me now with a new and wondering curiosity. I saw that I
was an object of more personal and eager interest than when they
gathered with smiles to greet their master's bride. Yes! my reputation
had come before me--they were prepared to wonder, to comment, to
criticize--but I was not wounded at the thought, I only passed by them
with a little additional haughtiness, and went to the room which was
prepared for me--the same room where I spent that first dreadful night
after our coming home.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account