have leaned upon her kind shoulder than on any pillow, and nothing ever happened to me or in my presence, but I was restless till Alice knew of it. I think, even, her inferior position gave a greater charm to our intercourse--I think an old attached and respected servant is the most delightful of confidants to a child; but, however that may be, Alice was my audience, my chorus, everything to me. Alice was about forty at this time, I suppose; she had been my mother's maid, and my nurse, always an important person in the house; she was tall, with rather a large face, and a sweet bright complexion, which always looked fresh and clear like a summer morning; she was not very remarkable for her taste in dress--her caps were always snow-white, her large white aprons so soft and spotless, that I liked to lay my cheek on them, and go to sleep there, as I did when I was a child; but the gown she usually wore was of dark green stuff, very cold and gloomy like the evergreens, and the little printed cashmere shawl on her shoulders would have been almost dingy, but for the white, white muslin kerchief that pressed out of it at the throat and breast. She had large hands, brown and wrinkled, but with such a soft silken touch of kindness;--and this was my Alice as she stood folding up the pretty chintz curtains in my dismantled room. "Oh, Alice! isn't it miserable?" I cried while I stood by her side, looking round upon the gradual destruction--I did not want to cry; but it cost me a great effort to keep down the gathering tears. "Sad enough, Miss Hester," said Alice, "but, do you know, if you had been brought up in a town, you would not have minded a removal; and you shall soon see such a pretty room in Cambridge that you will not think of Cottiswoode--" "No place in the world can ever be like Cottiswoode to me," said I with a little indignation that my great self-control should be so little appreciated. "Of course, I should not wish to stay here when it is not ours," I went on, rubbing my eyes to get the tears away, "but I will always think Cottiswoode _home_--no other place will ever be home to me." "You are very young, my dear," said Alice quietly. I was almost angry with Alice, and it provoked me so much to hear her treating my first grief so composedly that the tears which I had restrained, came fast and thick with anger and petulance in them. "Indeed, it is very cruel of you, Alice!" I said as well as I was able, "do you think I do not mean it?--do you think I do not know what I say?"