The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
I was much excited by this story--it threw a strange weird ghostly
romance about us and our race. I fitted the ring closer upon the
fore-finger of my left hand, and held it up sparkling with its living
quivering radiance, in the firelight. For myself, I felt no desire to
lose it--it had gained a superstitious importance in my eyes: I resolved
to keep it sacred, and preserve for ever, as my father had bidden me,
this strange inheritance. I was not pleased with my exemption, as a
woman, from its magic power--women, as I had cause to know, were quite
as accessible to passions of resentment, and even to the desire for
revenge, as men were, and I should have been better satisfied had there
been some place for me in this grand system of family vengeance. With a
different, yet a stronger interest, I looked up at the picture of Edgar
the scholar, with its contemplative student face and pensive eyes. How
strange that this man should be the origin of such bitter
retribution--for it was very bitter, pitiless, almost fiend-like, an
inheritance of animosity to be borne by brother against brother. I
wondered as I looked up at the regular calm features, the undisturbed
refined face, I could see no cruelty in it, as it looked down upon me
thoughtfully from the familiar wall.
"It should be called the star of strife, and not of misfortune, Alice,"
I said.
"It has been of misfortune, too," she answered; "never one has thriven
with that ring upon his finger; there never is strife in a house, dear,
but trouble comes. They say the lands are not half so great as when that
diamond came to Cottiswoode, and though it is a precious stone itself,
Miss Hester, it's never been reckoned in the wealth of this house.
There's violent death, there's great grief and sin, there's losses and
misfortunes among the Southcotes ever since it came; and the second son
of Cottiswoode has never had children to leave it to. I never heard of
one that gave it to his own child, but your papa."
Once more we relapsed into silence. I had a new subject for my thoughts
in Alice's tale; and, perhaps, it may be thought strange that I should
receive it with such entire faith. Family superstitions have always a
great hold upon the imagination. It is hard to disbelieve stories that
come to us on the voucher of our own ancestors, and which are part of
the family creed, and concern the whole race; but even without these
claims upon my attention, I should have at once believed and received
this story. I was quite in the mood for it, and though I did not fear
"ghosts," nor show any of the popular signs, I had a natural tinge of
superstition in my mind.
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