The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
It was February, a mild, pensive spring day--for the spring was early
that year--and Flora still remained with me. As Flora lived with us day
by day, and saw the reserve and restraint between my husband and me,
innocent and unsuspicious as her mind was, it was impossible, I think,
that she should fail to discover something of how it was with us. But
she was wise in her simplicity; she never made the very slightest
allusion to anything she had discovered. Sometimes, indeed, when she
thought me occupied, I saw a puzzled, painful shade come upon her sweet
young face, as she looked from me to him--from him to me. I could guess
that she was very unwilling to blame either of us, yet could not quite
keep herself from wondering who was to blame; but the girl had a nice
and delicate perception of right and wrong, which prevented her from
hinting either suspicion or sympathy to me.
The house was changed while she remained in it. It was not easy to
resist the sweet voice singing in those dull rooms; the light step
bounding about involuntarily, the light, unburdened heart smiling out of
the fair, affectionate face. I became very fond of my young relative.
She stole into my confidence, and sat with me in my room, a more zealous
worker at my little embroideries than even I was. I was constantly
sending to Cambridge for things which I thought would please her; for
Flora's sake I began to collect a little aviary; for Flora's sake I sent
far and near for rare flowers. If Flora's own good taste had not
withheld me, I would have loaded her with jewels, which I never thought
of wearing myself. All my happier thoughts became connected with her.
She had all the charm of a young favorite sister, combined with the
freedom of a chosen friend. We walked together daily, and my health
improved, almost in spite of myself, and she drove me about in a little
pony-carriage, which had never been used till she came. I think Flora
was very happy herself, in spite of her wondering doubt about our
happiness; and she made a great difference in the atmosphere of
Cottiswoode.
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