The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
She looked at me again for a moment; "I can't tell you what it is--I
don't know--I want you to come with me to the rectory; but, my dear,"
she continued, her "sense of propriety" coming to her aid, even in the
midst of her agitation, "had you not better go back and get your bonnet?
it is not becoming to walk so far in such a dress."
"No one will see me," I said briefly; "but what am I to do at the
rectory--can you not tell me here?"
"It is not I, Mrs. Southcote," said Miss Saville, with suppressed
agitation; "I told you once before that we had trouble in our family,
and that there was one among us who gave great sorrow to William and me;
but you did not mind my story, for you were like other young people, and
thought no trouble so bad as your own. But my poor brother Richard is
back again here, and he has not improved his ways, and he is always
raving about you. He says he wants to see you. We won't let him go up to
Cottiswoode, for when he sees Mr. Southcote I know he constantly seeks
money from him, and we cannot bear that; so to pacify him, I promised to
come out to-day, and try to persuade you to come to the rectory with me.
Now, my dear, will you do it! You would not speak to him before, and I
could not blame you; but he speaks as if something lay upon his
conscience--oh, Mrs. Southcote, will you see him and hear what it is?"
"If you wish it, I will go," said I; "I do not want to hear anything he
has got to say myself; but if it will please you, Miss Saville--I know
you must have thought me very heartless once--if it pleases you, I will
go."
She said, "thank you, my dear," breathlessly, and hurried me on--though,
even now, not without a lament for my bonnet. As we came near, I saw
once more the face of the Rector peering out from the corner window.
Miss Saville saw it too, and burst into a hurried involuntary recital of
their troubles. "William is miserable!" she cried with excitement, "you
don't know what William is, all you people who look at the appearance,
and not at the heart--he is the best brother--the kindest friend!--and
now, when he had come to the station he was entitled to, and was in the
way of doing his duty and being respected as he deserves, here comes
Richard to wring our hearts and expose us to disgrace!--If we had money
to give him he would not stay long with us, but William would rather
sacrifice everything in the world than refuse a kind home to his
brother--and then he is taking care of him--and the rector's study
smelling of brandy and water, and bits of cigars upon his mantel-shelf
and his writing-table--and he as patient as an angel--oh, Mrs.
Southcote, it's very hard!"
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