The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
As we entered at the trim gate, and went up through the orderly, neat
garden, where not a weed was to be seen, I could understand this small
aspect of Miss Saville's affliction, the ends of cigars, and the smell
of brandy and water, as well as her greater and sorer sorrow over the
fallen brother, who still was dear to her--but the idea of an interview
with him was not more agreeable on this account--I waited while she
hurriedly dried her eyes, and went in with her very reluctantly. What
could this man want with me! and all my old abhorrence of him returned
upon me as I prepared for this unpleasant meeting. He was the first
messenger of misfortune to us, and I had never tried to surmount my
first disgust and aversion to him.
The Rev. Mr. Saville's trim, snug study, was indeed sadly desecrated. He
himself, the good Rector, was coughing in the atmosphere of smoke which
hovered round the fire where Saville sat, with his legs upon a chair, in
insolent ease and luxury. There was no brandy and water visible, but the
heated look in the man's face, and the close, disagreeable air of the
room, was quite enough to justify what his sister said. I suppose it was
in the haste of her agitation that she ushered me immediately into the
room, where we did not seem to be expected, and where I scarcely could
breathe.
"You should not have brought Mrs. Southcote here, Martha," said the
Rector, who was no less stiff and formal than of old, though a painful
embarrassment mingled with elaborate courtesies; "this is not a fit
place for a lady; we will join you in the drawing-room, Martha."
"Any place will do to tell good news in," said Saville, withdrawing his
feet from the chair, and sitting erect. "Give the lady a seat, Martha,
and leave us. Glad to see you, Mrs. Southcote; glad to have an
opportunity of making my statement to you; had you heard it sooner it
might have saved you trouble. Now, good people, why are you waiting?
This piece of news does not concern you. William, take Martha away."
"Oh, don't leave me, Miss Saville," I said, retreating a little, and
grasping her hand.
"What, afraid!" said the man with a sneer; "you had more spirit when I
saw you first, young lady; but as this that I have to say to you," he
continued, gravely, "is of the greatest importance to your family, I
leave it with yourself to judge whether it would not be best to keep it
for your ears alone."
What could it be? I looked earnestly at him and he at me. I was no
coward; and here, when I had only dislike, and no other feeling which
could betray me, I was brave enough after the first moment. I turned to
the Rector and Miss Saville, who stood behind, half-frightened,
half-displeased, and full of anxious curiosity. "Pray leave us, as he
says," said I. "If it is anything worth your hearing, I will tell you
what it is; but in the meantime he will not speak till you are gone."
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