The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
"Are you really my cousin?" said I, "have you just come from India? why
did we never know before? and your name is Edgar?--a great many of the
Southcotes have been called Edgar--how old are you?--I never knew I had
a cousin, or any near friends, and neither did papa; but I have heard
every body talk of uncle Brian. Poor boy! you have no father--you are
not so happy as I--"
But to my great amazement, and just at the moment I was holding out my
hand to him, and was about to say that my father would love him as he
did me--my new cousin, a boy, a man--he ought to have had more
spirit!--suddenly burst into a great fit of tears, and in the strangest
passionate manner, cried out to the man, "I cannot bear it,
Saville--Saville, take me away!"
I had no longer any curiosity or care about the man; but I was very much
surprised at this, and could not understand it--and I was a little
ashamed and indignant besides to see a boy cry.
"What is the matter?" I asked again, with some of my natural
imperiousness, "why do you cry--is anything wrong? Is your name Edgar
Southcote, and yet you cry like a child? Do you not know we are called
the proudest house in the country; and what is this man doing, or what
does he want here? why should he take you away? you ought to be at
Cottiswoode if you are Edgar Southcote--what do you mean?"
"Cheer up, Master Edgar--your cousin is quite right, you ought to be at
Cottiswoode, and nowhere else, my boy," said the man, giving him such a
blow on the shoulders, in encouragement, that the delicate boy trembled
under it. "Why, where is your spirit! come, come, since the young
lady's owned you, we'll go straight to the old gentleman again; and
you'll see what papa will say to you, Miss, when he sees what you bring
him home."
I did not answer, but turned away my head from this person, who filled
me with disgust and annoyance: then their slow pace roused me to
impatience. I was always a few steps before them, for Saville's gliding
pace was uniformly slow, and the pale boy, who was called my cousin,
lingered still more than his companion. He never answered me--not a
word, though I put so many questions to him, and he seemed so downcast
and sad, so unlike a boy going home--so very, very unlike me, that I
could not understand him. I was so very eager to return to tell my
father, and to ask him if this was truly an Edgar Southcote, that our
slow progress chafed me the more.
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