The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
"What do you mean?" said I, quickly; I had an instinctive suspicion as
she spoke.
"Long days ago, before ever your papa knew my dear young lady, Mr.
Osborne came a-courting to her," said Alice, "and if you'd have told
that merry young gentleman what he was to come to, he'd have laughed in
your face then; he did not choose for himself in those days to be living
all by himself as he does now."
"Mamma again," said I under my breath, with wonder and curiosity, "did
she break _his_ heart too?"
"To tell the truth I do not think she did, Miss Hester," said Alice,
with a smile, "it's only a heart here and there, my dear, that breaks
when it's crossed in love."
"Alice!" cried I, horror-stricken at her want of feeling--for I had a
very poor opinion of any heart which would not break instantly for such
a weighty reason.
"She did not break his heart, dear; she only disappointed him," said
Alice, "and I never heard how it was that he took so much to learning
and settled down here; but he never had any grudge at Miss Helen, though
I can see he likes you the better for it, that you sometimes have a look
like her sweet face."
"She was my mother," said I doubtfully, "but it was cruel of her to
marry papa, Alice. Why was it, I wonder, that so many people cared for
her?"
"It was because she deserved better love than she ever got in this
world," said Alice, with a start; "why was it cruel of her to marry your
papa, Miss Hester? It was cruel of him--she never gave him cause to
doubt her, she waited on his will as if he had been a king; oh! my dear,
your papa was hard upon my young lady, and all for a fancy of his own."
"It has blighted his life, Alice," said I.
"Your papa is my master, Miss Hester," said Alice, with some pride, "and
you and I can only speak of him as his servant and his daughter
should--but I would have you think upon your mamma sometimes--your dear,
sweet, innocent young mother; she never did harm to any living creature;
she was always a delight to look upon till--"
"Till what, Alice?"
"My dear, till _her_ heart broke."
Alice moved away without saying another word; this was a perplexing new
light upon my meditations, but I was very reluctant to receive it. If it
should happen that my mother had been misconceived and misinterpreted--that
she, after all, was the wronged person, and that my father was to blame,
it might have made a great difference in the influences which just then
were moulding my mind and life; but I rejected this unwelcome
conclusion--I would not permit myself to be convinced of it. I clung
over again to my father, and made my stand by him, and so went on,
unconsciously determining and ripening for my fate.
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