The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
"Papa!" I said anxiously; my father heard me, and turned round with a
sudden eager start, as though he was glad of my coming; but when he met
my glance, and saw how I was accompanied, I cannot describe the flash of
resentment, of haughty inquiry, and bitterness that shone from my
father's eye--I saw it, but was too much excited to ask for an
explanation. "Papa," I cried, again springing forward upon his arm,
"this is Edgar Southcote, my cousin--did they tell you? I am sorry he
does not seem to care for coming home, but he has been all his life in
India, I suppose--Uncle Brian's son, papa--and his name is Edgar! did
you send him to meet me? tell him you are glad that he has come home;
look at Cottiswoode, Edgar--dear Cottiswoode, where all the Southcotes
lived and died. What ails him? I believe he will faint. Papa--papa, let
the boy know he is welcome home!"
"Hester!" said my father in an ominous cold tone, "restrain your
feelings--I have no reason to believe there is an Edgar Southcote in
existence. I do not believe my brother Brian left a son--I cannot
receive this boy as Edgar Southcote--he may be this man's son for aught
I know."
The boy's wan face woke up at these words; he shook his long hair
slightly back upon the faint wind, and raised his eyes full of sudden
light and courage. I understood nothing of my father's reluctance to
acknowledge the stranger. I pleaded his cause with all my heart.
"He is not this man's son," I exclaimed eagerly, "papa, he is a
gentleman! Look, he has been so sad and downcast till now, but he wakes
when you accuse him--he is an orphan, poor boy, poor boy! say he is
welcome home."
"You had best," said Saville, and the contrast between my own voice of
excitement, and these significant tones with their constant sneer and
insinuation of evil, struck me very strangely, "the young lady is
wise--it is your best policy, I can tell you, to receive him well in his
own house."
My father's haughty face flushed with an intolerable sense of insult,
and I saw Edgar shrink as if something had stung him. "Hester, my love,
leave me!" said my father, "I will deal with this fellow alone. Go, keep
your kind heart for your friends. I tell you these pretensions are
false--do you hear me, child?"
I never doubted my father before; when I looked from his face which was
full of passion, yet clouded with an indescribable shadow of doubt, to
the insolent mocking of the man beside him, I grew bewildered and
uncertain; did my father believe himself? Yet I neither could nor would
put faith in the elder stranger. I had been so constantly with my
father, and had so much licence given me, that I could not obey him; and
I did what I have always done--I suddenly obeyed my own sudden impulse,
and turned to the boy.
"I do not believe what he will say," I said rapidly, "but I will trust
you; are you Edgar Southcote? are you my cousin? you will not tell a
lie."
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