But the stillness of the room and his steady occupation influenced me like a spell--I did not go away--and when a slight movement he made startled me into a momentary fear that he might perceive I was watching him, I began to read in earnest the book which, all this time, I had been holding in my hands. It had been lying on the top of a pile of others, and was quite a new book, not entirely cut up, a very unusual thing here. My eye had already travelled vacantly two or three times to the end of the page without knowing a syllable of the lines which I went over mechanically--but now I caught the name of the book, and it strangely awed and startled me. I could almost have cast it from me like a horrible suggestion when I saw that title. It was a medical treatise, and its subject was "Sudden Death"--the words were like a revelation to me--this was why he sat so composed and stately, ready to meet the last enemy like a brave man; this was why he suffered no trace of agitation or of languor to come into this solemn room which at any moment, as my excited fancy whispered, might become the chamber of death. I could almost fancy I saw the shadowy sword suspended over my father's head, and in another instant it might fall. My terror now, for himself and for him only, was as insane and wild as it seemed visionary and baseless; for I had seen nothing as yet to point to him as one of the probable victims of this sudden conclusion. But the very manner of the book convinced me of what he thought himself. I went on reading it, scarcely sensible now how my hands trembled, nor how easily he would find me out, if he happened to glance at me. Yes! here was abundant confirmation of my fears. I read with a breathless and overwhelming interest cases and symptoms--to my alarmed fancy, every one seemed to bear some likeness to what I knew of his; I never read a drama or a tale with such profound excitement as I read this scientific treatise--there seemed to be life and death in its pages--the authoritative mandate which should forbid hope, or silence fear. "Hester!" said my father. I started violently and looked up at him, I felt the heat and flush of my intense occupation upon my cheek, and I almost expected to see him faint or fall as I sprang towards him. He held up his hand half impatient, half alarmed, at my vehemence. "What are you reading? what has excited you, Hester?" he said. I retired very rapidly and quietly to my chair, and put my book away with nervous haste. "Nothing, papa," I said, bending my head to escape his eye. "Nothing! that is a child's answer," said my father, and I felt that he smiled; "I have been watching you these five minutes, Hester, and I know that 'nothing' could not make you so earnest. What is it you have been reading--tell me." "It is only a book--a new book," I said slowly. "I thought so--almost the only new book in my library, is it not?" said my father, in a singular tone, "what do you think of it, Hester?"