The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
hidden, what plain words I could think of, asking for a blessing. "Oh,
Lord, bless us, bless us." I almost think that was all that I could keep
my mind to; and after I had made this child's outcry, I lay still,
kneeling, hiding my face, in this little pause of vacant time, on the
threshold of my fate.
When I heard some one stirring below, and after an interval, when
Alice's step approached my door, I rose up hurriedly, that she might not
see me thus. Alice could not tell whether to smile or to cry as she came
towards me. It was a true April face, beaming and showery, that stooped
towards me as she kissed my cheek. "Bless you, my darling!" said Alice,
and with the words the tears fell, but she recovered immediately and set
me down in the old-fashioned easy chair, and drew a little table before
me, and brought me some tea; and henceforward I delivered myself up into
the hands of Alice, and was served and waited upon as if I had been a
child.
It was still only seven o'clock, and there was no haste, yet we began my
solemn toilet immediately. I became quite calm under the sway of Alice.
When she brushed my hair over my shoulders, I shook it round me like a
veil, and defied her to reduce it into order. I was relieved and eased
by her company. I had no longer the opportunity of bewildering myself
with my own thoughts, and as Alice brushed and braided, she told me
stories, as she had been used to do, of many another bride.
"For nobody makes much account of the bridegroom, Miss Hester," said
Alice; "though the wedding wouldn't be much of a wedding without him,
and though a handsome young gentleman like our Mr. Harry is a pleasure
to see in the day of his joy; but even if it's a poor country maid,
instead of a young lady, every one wants a look at the bride. The
married folks think of their young days, and the young folks of what's
to come; and I think there's never a mortal, unless he's quite given
over to the evil one, but has a kind thought for a bride."
To this I answered nothing, but only played with a superb bracelet Harry
had given me, sliding it on and off my arm, and watching the glitter of
the light in the precious stones.
"But, my darling, you hav'n't half the company you should have had,"
continued Alice, smoothing my hair with her large kind hand, in a
caressing motion. "Half-a-dozen pretty young bridesmaids at the least,
ought to have gone with you--all in their pretty gowns and their white
ribbons; and now there's only Mr. Osborne's niece, just for the name of
the thing, and not another woman but me."
"That is because I know no one, Alice," said I.
"But you should have known some one, dear," said Alice. "It's not in
nature for a young thing to be so lonesome; but that's all to be mended
now. You'll not make light of the country people, Miss Hester, as your
papa did? Promise me now, my dear young lady, that you'll think well of
them, for his sake, when you get home."
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