The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
"What country people, Alice? I don't suppose we will be rich enough to
keep company with great people," said I, "but you always speak as if you
knew quite well where I was to live, when the truth is, that nobody
knows, and that Mr. Osborne is to find a house for us, if he can."
Alice made no immediate reply. I liked her pleasant talk and
recollections, and I did not like to bring them to an end, so I resumed
the conversation by a question. "I never asked you, Alice, how you got
those roses from Cottiswoode, that night, you remember, three weeks
ago?"
"I have some more to-day, Miss Hester," said Alice.
"Have you? how did you get them? I hope the master of the house does not
think that his flowers are stolen for us," said I, with a little
indignation. "You ought to take care, Alice, that you do not compromise
my father and me."
"There is no fear, Miss Hester," said Alice, almost with a little
bitterness. "The young Squire, your cousin, would never believe your
papa nor you to stoop out of your pride for a fancy like that. No, a
friend brought me the flowers for my own pleasure, and if you'd rather
not have them, I'll take them back to my own room."
"Why, Alice, how foolish you are," said I, turning back in surprise to
look at her. "I wonder now why _you_ should care for my cousin. I don't
see how he can be anything to you."
"Kindness is a deal to me, dear; I never like to see a kind meaning
despised," said Alice.
"You flatter me, Alice," said I, with some pique; "you think it was a
kind meaning that my cousin should propose to share his new inheritance
with me; perhaps you think it is a kind meaning which moves Harry too?"
"Oh, Miss Hester!" cried Alice, with a subdued groan, "don't talk in
that way, it's just as your papa did. You'll break my heart."
"Alice, you don't know--no one knows, what papa has had to suffer," said
I. "He gave her all his heart, and she took it, because she was sorry
for him! Never say that to me again; I would rather die--I would rather
die, than be so bitterly deceived!"
Again I heard the groaning sigh with which Alice had answered me, but
this time she did not say anything. I was somewhat excited. I did not
now attempt to resume our talk again. I was annoyed and distracted to
hear my cousin's "generous" proposal brought before me this morning. I
felt myself humiliated by it. I felt as if it were a scoff at Harry to
say that any one had entertained compassion for his bride--and it
occurred to me, that I would like to meet Edgar Southcote, perhaps in a
year or two, and show him how far I was from being such a one as he
would pity. This idea possessed me immediately, and I said in the
impulse of the moment--"By and bye, Alice, I will have no objection to
see my cousin."
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