Adultery -- Fiction; Death -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Short stories
And he begins to tell her about the meeting, at length. Emma pretends to
listen, and nods now and then. But she does not hear what he is saying,
she feels dazed, like one who has escaped terrible danger as by a
miracle; she can feel only this: “I am safe; I am at home.” And while
her husband is talking she pulls her chair nearer the boy’s and lifts
his head to her shoulder. Fatigue inexpressible comes over her. She can
no longer control herself; she feels that her eyes are closing, that she
is dropping asleep.
Suddenly another possibility presents itself to her mind, a possibility
that she had dismissed the moment she turned to leave the ditch where
she had fallen. Suppose he were not dead! Suppose--oh, but it is
impossible--his eyes--his--lips--not a breath came from them! But there
are trances that are like death, which deceive even practised eyes, and
she knows nothing about such things. Suppose he is still alive--suppose
he has regained consciousness and found himself alone by the
roadside--suppose he calls her by her name? He might think she had been
injured; he might tell the doctors that there was a woman with him, and
that she must have been thrown to some distance. They will look for her.
The coachman will come back with the men he has brought, and will tell
them that she was there, unhurt--and Franz will know the truth. Franz
knows her so well--he will know that she has run away--and a great anger
will come over him. He will tell them her name in revenge. For he is
mortally injured, and it will hurt him cruelly that she has left him
alone in his last hour. He will say: “That is Mrs. Emma ------. I am her
lover. She is cowardly and stupid, too, gentlemen, for she might have
known you would not ask her name; you would be discreet; you would have
let her go away unmolested. Oh, she might at least have waited until you
came. But she is vile--utterly vile--ah!--”
“What is the matter?” asks the Professor, very gravely, rising from his
chair.
“What? What?”
“Yes, what is the matter with you?”
“Nothing.” She presses the boy closer to her breast.
The Professor looks at her for a few minutes steadily.
“Didn’t you know that you had fallen asleep, and--”
“Well?-- And--”
“And then you screamed out in your sleep.”
“Did I?”
“You screamed as if you were having a nightmare. Were you dreaming?”
“I don’t know--”
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