Adultery -- Fiction; Death -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Short stories
“Already?” she thought, listening in terror. The voices came from the
bridge. It could not be the men the driver was bringing with him. But
whoever it was would see the light--and they must not see it, for then
she would be discovered. She overturned the lantern with her foot,
and the light went out. She stood in utter darkness. She could see
nothing--not even him. The pile of stones shone dimly. The voices came
nearer. She trembled from head to foot; they must not find her here.
That was the only thing of real importance in all the wide world--that
no one should find her here. She would be lost if they knew that
this--this corpse--was her lover. She clasps her hands convulsively,
praying that the people, whoever they were, might pass by on the farther
side of the road, and not see her. She listens breathless. Yes, they are
there, on the other side--women, two women, or perhaps three. What are
they talking about? They have seen the carriage, they speak of it--she
can distinguish words. “A carriage upset--” What else do they
say? She cannot understand--they walk on--they have passed
her--Ah--thanks--thanks to Heaven!--And now? What now? Oh, why isn’t
she dead, as he is? He is to be envied; there is no more danger, no more
fear for him. But so much--so much for her to tremble for. She shivers
at the thought of being found here, of being asked, “Who are you?” She
will have to go to the police station, and all the world will know about
it--her husband--her child. She cannot understand why she has stood
there motionless so long. She need not stay here--she can do no good
here--and she is only courting disaster for herself. She makes a step
forward--Careful! the ditch is here--she crosses it--how wet it is--two
paces more and she is in the middle of the street. She halts a moment,
looks straight ahead, and can finally distinguish the gray line of the
road leading onward into darkness. There--over there--lies the city. She
cannot see it, but she knows the way. She turns once more. It does
not seem so dark now. She can see the carriage and the horses quite
distinctly--and, looking hard, she seems to see the outline of a human
body on the ground. Her eyes open wide. Something seems to clutch at her
and hold her here--it is he--she feels his power to keep her with him.
With an effort she frees herself. Then she perceives that
it was the soft mud of the road that held her. And she walks
onward--faster--faster--her pace quickens to a run. Only to be away from
here, to be back in the light--in the noise--among men. She runs along
the street, raising her skirt high, that her steps may not be hindered.
The wind is behind her, and seems to push her along. She does not know
what it is she flees from. Is it the pale man back there by the ditch?
No, now she knows, she flees the living, not the dead, the living, who
will soon be there, and who will look for her. What will they think?
Will they follow her? But they cannot catch up with her now, she is so
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