* * * * *
As evening came on, the mesas rose bare and sheer before them out of
the sandy waste. They climbed laboriously over smooth rock and gravel
slides; Ladna led the way upward, trying to sight landmarks that were
meant to be seen from the air.
At last she gave a little cry of joy, and pointed up the dry streambed
they were ascending. Torcred looked, and saw nothing but the
rock-rimmed head of the canyon; but the girl had seen some sign that
wholly escaped him. "We're practically there!"
Behind her back Torcred passed a hand across his eyes. "Well, then," he
said with assumed casualness, "you'll be all right from here on."
She whirled and gave him a searching look. "What are you talking about?"
Torcred's jaw muscles twitched. "I'm wishing you a happy homecoming,"
he answered, "by way of saying goodbye."
"But you're coming with me!... Aren't you?... What else can you do?"
He shook his head somberly. "I'm too used to freedom, Ladna. I'll take
my chances with the desert again."
"I told you my people will accept you, and your fate among them will
be no worse than mine...." Her protest trailed off as she read the
inflexible refusal in his impassive face.
"Earth and sky can't meet." He looked back down the canyon, toward
where a wedge of the barren plain, pink with reflected sunset, showed
between the rock walls. Then the girl was in front of him again. Her
eyes were very large, and her red lips spoke no more useless words of
pleading.
Instead--her hands were on his shoulders, her arms slipped round
his neck as her slim body swayed against him, her face blurred with
nearness, tilted up....
Gravely, according to the terrapin custom, Torcred touched noses with
her.
He felt her go tense, and she drew back. Her eyes glistened with a
shock and disappointment he was at a loss to understand. She said in a
choked voice, "Good-bye!" and turned and fled up the ravine.
Mechanically Torcred picked up the satchel with the remainder of her
share of the food and water, which she had remembered to leave behind.
His muscles tightened with a violent urge to run after her and bring
her back by force.
But how could he hold her with him? She still had her place, however
small, in the world of machines that had cast him out.... Suddenly he
hated them all without exception, all the iron monsters that ruled
the world in whose sight flesh and blood were helpless, hopeless, as
nothing.
He stumbled down the mountain, going into an exile lonelier than that
stigmatized by the brand on his forehead. Yet withal, loneliness and
hatred, he felt a curious inner peace. His brain was no longer a
battlefield of hostile allegiances and longings. He still had no name
for what he had become. But it didn't matter any more.
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