The Death of the Gods: (Christ and Antichrist, 1 of 3)Merezhkovsky, Dmitry Sergeyevich
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The Death of the Gods: (Christ and Antichrist, 1 of 3)
Merezhkovsky, Dmitry Sergeyevich
Biographical fiction; Julian, Emperor of Rome, 331-363 -- Fiction; Rome -- History -- Julian, 361-363 -- Fiction
"By this right hand," remarked the other, "few people care for father
and mother as he cares for his gods!"
"You see," laughed a third, "how he puffs out his cheeks to kindle the
fire again!... Blow, blow!... It won't catch!... Your uncle
Constantine put _that_ fire out."
The flames jetted up, illumining the Emperor's face.
Dipping the holy water brush into a shallow cup, a silver patine used
to cover the chalice, he besprinkled the sacrificial water over the
heads of the crowd. Some grimaced, others started, at feeling the cold
drops on their faces.
When all the ceremonies were over, Julian remembered that he had
prepared a philosophical discourse for the people.
"Men," said he, "the god Dionysus is the beginning of your souls'
liberty. Dionysus breaks every chain that binds you; he mocks the
strong, sets free the slave...."
But he perceived such a dull stupidity upon every face, such an
expression of tedium and weariness, that the words died on his lips. A
mortal disgust for humanity arose in his heart. He made a sign to the
lance-bearers to come round him.
Grumbling and disappointed, the crowd dispersed.
"I'm going straight to church to get absolution. Do you think I shall
be forgiven?" said one of the Fauns, snatching off his own false beard
and horns with an angry gesture.
"It wasn't worth losing one's soul for that, eh?" observed with wrath
a lady of doubtful reputation.
"Nobody wants your soul, or would give three obols for it!"
"The cursed devils!" yelled a drunkard. "They didn't give us enough
wine to get the taste of it!"
In the sacristy of the temple the Emperor washed face and hands, took
off the splendid Dionysian dress, and put on again the simple white
tunic of the Pythagoreans. The sun was declining, and he waited the
fall of dusk to retrace his way to the palace unperceived.
Julian went into the sacred wood of Dionysus, where the silence was
broken only by the humming of bees and the tinkle of a brook. A sound
of steps made him turn round. It was his old friend, one of Maximus'
favourite pupils, the young Alexandrian doctor, Oribazius.
They walked on the narrow path side by side. The sun was shining
through large golden leaves of the vine.
"Look!" said Julian smiling. "Here great Pan is still alive!"
Then in a lower tone he added, hanging his head--
"Oribazius!... You saw it?"
"Yes," responded the student. "But perhaps the fault lay with you,
Julian.... What did you hope for?"
The Emperor made no answer.
They came near a little ruined temple that ivy had invaded and
overrun. Fragments lay about in the deep grass. A single column only
remained standing; and on its lovely capital, clear-cut as the petals
of a lily, shone the last rays of sunset.
The friends sat down on the flags together and inhaled the air, sweet
with mint and thyme and wormwood. Julian put the leaves aside and
pointing to an antique broken bas-relief--
"Oribazius! That is what I hoped for!"
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