It had been ominously clear to me from the first that in Neil Paraday
this lady, who, as all the world agreed, was tremendous fun, considered
that she had secured a prime attraction, a creature of almost heraldic
oddity. Nothing could exceed her enthusiasm over her capture, and
nothing could exceed the confused apprehensions it excited in me. I had
an instinctive fear of her which I tried without effect to conceal from
her victim, but which I let her notice with perfect impunity. Paraday
heeded it, but she never did, for her conscience was that of a romping
child. She was a blind violent force to which I could attach no more
idea of responsibility than to the creaking of a sign in the wind. It
was difficult to say what she conduced to but circulation. She was
constructed of steel and leather, and all I asked of her for our
tractable friend was not to do him to death. He had consented for a time
to be of india-rubber, but my thoughts were fixed on the day he should
resume his shape or at least get back into his box. It was evidently all
right, but I should be glad when it was well over. I had a special
fear—the impression was ineffaceable of the hour when, after Mr. Morrow’s
departure, I had found him on the sofa in his study. That pretext of
indisposition had not in the least been meant as a snub to the envoy of
_The Tatler_—he had gone to lie down in very truth. He had felt a pang
of his old pain, the result of the agitation wrought in him by this
forcing open of a new period. His old programme, his old ideal even had
to be changed. Say what one would, success was a complication and
recognition had to be reciprocal. The monastic life, the pious
illumination of the missal in the convent cell were things of the
gathered past. It didn’t engender despair, but at least it required
adjustment. Before I left him on that occasion we had passed a bargain,
my part of which was that I should make it my business to take care of
him. Let whoever would represent the interest in his presence (I must
have had a mystical prevision of Mrs. Weeks Wimbush) I should represent
the interest in his work—or otherwise expressed in his absence. These
two interests were in their essence opposed; and I doubt, as youth is
fleeting, if I shall ever again know the intensity of joy with which I
felt that in so good a cause I was willing to make myself odious.
One day in Sloane Street I found myself questioning Paraday’s landlord,
who had come to the door in answer to my knock. Two vehicles, a barouche
and a smart hansom, were drawn up before the house.
“In the drawing-room, sir? Mrs. Weeks Wimbush.”
“And in the dining-room?”
“A young lady, sir—waiting: I think a foreigner.”
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