I blush to confess it, but I invited Mr. Paraday that very day to
transcribe into the album one of his most characteristic passages. I
told him how I had got rid of the strange girl who had brought it—her
ominous name was Miss Hurter and she lived at an hotel; quite agreeing
with him moreover as to the wisdom of getting rid with equal promptitude
of the book itself. This was why I carried it to Albemarle Street no
later than on the morrow. I failed to find her at home, but she wrote to
me and I went again; she wanted so much to hear more about Neil Paraday.
I returned repeatedly, I may briefly declare, to supply her with this
information. She had been immensely taken, the more she thought of it,
with that idea of mine about the act of homage: it had ended by filling
her with a generous rapture. She positively desired to do something
sublime for him, though indeed I could see that, as this particular
flight was difficult, she appreciated the fact that my visits kept her
up. I had it on my conscience to keep her up: I neglected nothing that
would contribute to it, and her conception of our cherished author’s
independence became at last as fine as his very own. “Read him, read
him—_that_ will be an education in decency,” I constantly repeated;
while, seeking him in his works even as God in nature, she represented
herself as convinced that, according to my assurance, this was the system
that had, as she expressed it, weaned her. We read him together when I
could find time, and the generous creature’s sacrifice was fed by our
communion. There were twenty selfish women about whom I told her and who
stirred her to a beautiful rage. Immediately after my first visit her
sister, Mrs. Milsom, came over from Paris, and the two ladies began to
present, as they called it, their letters. I thanked our stars that none
had been presented to Mr. Paraday. They received invitations and dined
out, and some of these occasions enabled Fanny Hurter to perform, for
consistency’s sake, touching feats of submission. Nothing indeed would
now have induced her even to look at the object of her admiration. Once,
hearing his name announced at a party, she instantly left the room by
another door and then straightway quitted the house. At another time
when I was at the opera with them—Mrs. Milsom had invited me to their
box—I attempted to point Mr. Paraday out to her in the stalls. On this
she asked her sister to change places with her and, while that lady
devoured the great man through a powerful glass, presented, all the rest
of the evening, her inspired back to the house. To torment her tenderly
I pressed the glass upon her, telling her how wonderfully near it brought
our friend’s handsome head. By way of answer she simply looked at me in
charged silence, letting me see that tears had gathered in her eyes.
These tears, I may remark, produced an effect on me of which the end is
not yet. There was a moment when I felt it my duty to mention them to
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