The ancient salt and weedy smell of the ship--a distinguishable thing
in the after part--if it was somewhat mitigated forward by the greasy
smoke and steam of the cook-house--lent a peculiar accentuation to
the various shinings of the lamp, in whose many-coloured radiance
some of the dusky oval-framed paintings loomed out red, others green,
the ponderous beams of the upper deck blue, the captain's tall,
velvet-backed chair yellow, and so on; all these tints blending into a
faint unearthly atmosphere as they stole dying to the bulkhead of the
state-room, behind whose larboard door my love lay sleeping.
I was glad to quit the place, and went on deck. There was nothing to be
seen saving the foam that flashed near and crawled afar, the glitter
of the low-lying stars like the sparkle of torches on ships dipping
upon the horizon, a sullen movement of dark clouds on high, and the
moon red as an angry scar up-curled over the western horizon. 'Twas on
a sudden I noticed that we were making a fair wind of the breeze. Yes,
on looking aloft I perceived that the yards were braced in, lying so
as to show the wind to be blowing about one point abaft the beam. It
was strange that in the cabin I had not heard any noise to denote that
the men were trimming sail, no sound of rope flung down in coils, no
rusty cheeping cry from the aged blocks, no squeak of truss or parrel,
or tread of foot. That was, maybe, because the men had fallen dumbly,
as usual, to the job of hauling and pulling, so that my attention had
not been drawn to such noises as were raised. Be this as it may, for
the first time since I had been in the ship the wind had come fair.
By the situation of the Cross, I guessed she was being headed about
west-north-west, which would carry us to Agulhas, and also into the
Ethiopic Sea.
For a little bit I was sensible of a degree of excitement; there had
come a break; it was no longer a hopeless ratching to the north, then a
bleak, slanting drift into the mighty solitude of the south; the ship
was going home! But with that thought my spirits sank. Home? What home
had she but these wild, wide waters? What other lot than the gentle
cradling or tempestuous smiting of these surges, the crying of the
winds of the southern ocean in her rigging, the desolate scream of the
lonely sea-bird in her wake, the white sunshine of the blue heavens,
the levin-brand of the electric storm, the midnight veil of the black
hurricane, the wide, snow-like light of the northern moon, over and
over again! No! I was mortal, at least, with the plain understanding
of a healthy man, and was not to be cheated by a flowing sheet as
though mine, too, was the unholy immortality with its human yearnings
and earthly labours of the men who manned this Death Ship. The change
was but one of the deceits of their heavy sentence, and with an inward
prayer that for me and for my precious one it might work out some
profitable issue, I went to my cabin.
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