Gard's face was whiter and thinner than of old. It was noticeably white,
with heavy eyelids, and the peculiar curve of hair-line that Moselle
once noticed. One might fancy a trace of the cloister in it, not in
anything that could be called clerical, but in something that could be
called isolated. If there is manifestation in all faces of the spirit
within, it would have seemed to manifest a certain separateness; as if,
having learned in the cloister, at the age when one takes fundamental
impressions, that a man is nothing else noticeable than a soul alone,
with the eternities watching and the one issue of its salvation before
it, he had never been rid of that sense of things, but had only altered
his conception of the issue, and so the terms of description and the
method of pursuit. This sense of things, of life as a kind of personal
adventure, a kind of fortune-hunting after an ideal of self-culture, an
ambition for a mental career rather than one apparent outwardly to men,
may have sprung from far back in his nature and been of precloistral
origin, come slowly of late years to a theory. The peculiarity of his
coming, as one dropped out of a darker cloud than most men come from
into the light of consciousness, may have added to this dim sense of
isolation, of adventure, of destiny experimenting more definitely with
him, of eternities more watchful. Not that he compared himself in that
way with other men. The comparison, if it had occurred to him, would not
have seemed interesting, or bearing on the issue. To each belonged his
independent adventure; each was at the same time an end to himself and a
means to other people.
Such progress and pilgrimage had its own perils, excitements, and new
landscapes opening unexpectedly.
The picture that remained in Gard's mind of Mrs. Mavering and Helen
seemed to him significant of something--Helen looking up with question
and appeal to the older woman, the coloring, the firelight. She had
brave eyes, that girl. One ought to see more of women. Mrs. Mavering
looked like a kind of imperial exile. He sat down at the piano and
touched a key thoughtfully. They signified something, surely, if one
could put it into form. He wondered what had become of Mavering. Fritz
Moselle was growing apoplectic, and people were talking about war. If
old orders were changing, it was probably time they changed.
Chapter IX
Of Estates in Happiness
"In point of fact," said Thaddeus, "I am proposing a partnership, to be
entitled 'The Helen Banking and Brokerage Company,' organized to do
business for a commission."
"I don't know that I understand," said Mrs. Mavering, slowly.
"We make investments at interest, speculate in futures, examine
securities." He paused, seeking precision of phrase. "It is in terms of
happiness. One pursues it--happiness. One sees fortunes in it lost and
fortunes won. I find I have spent my own capital. I have to be content
with a commission."
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