The Deceased Wife's Sister, and My Beautiful Neighbour, v. 3Russell, William Clark
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The Deceased Wife's Sister, and My Beautiful Neighbour, v. 3
Russell, William Clark
English fiction -- 19th century
"If I understood you aright, Mr. Thorburn, your object in residing here
was to enable you to lay in such a stock of knowledge as would enable
you to contest for fame with a good promise of success?"
I nodded.
"You even went, Sir, to the expense of furnishing this house, that you
might burden yourself with obligations which should not be got rid of
without inconvenience and loss."
"True."
"That you did, that your resolution, should it grow impaired by fatigue
or caprice, would still be hampered with difficulties enough to make
its decay slow or even impossible."
"Well?" said I, wondering at his solemnity and long preamble.
"Is it possible, Sir, I ask respectfully, that you will abandon your
large and dignified enterprise for a lady of whom you know nothing?"
"You only make me sensible of the capriciousness of my character," I
answered, laughing; "but you could not shake the love this lady has
inspired."
"Sir," he said courteously, "nothing would justify the freedom of my
language but the knowledge that one of the duties you desired me to
discharge, was to stimulate your energies when I found them flagging.
But as you have determined to alter your views, I shall of course
consider those duties at an end."
"Why?" I asked. "What avenues in life would be closed to me as a
married man that are opened to me as a bachelor? A man is not bound
to be idle, is not prohibited from meditating as ambitiously as he
chooses, because he gives his name to a woman."
"I do not say, Sir, that you may not recur hereafter to your schemes;
but you may reckon on being very indisposed for study for a good time
now. This lady will occupy your thoughts to the exclusion of all things
else, before marriage and for long after. Love-making is an absorbing
occupation. To a poor man it may be a stimulus, for he may have to work
in order to wed; but to a rich man it is usually a soporific."
"My good friend," I exclaimed, "you speak as though my marriage were
a fixed matter. Let us look at the truth. I am in love with this
lady, it is true--but she is not in love with me. I may have to be
importunate to procure her consent--should she ever vouchsafe her
consent, which, between you and me, I have no earthly reason to suppose
likely; and importunities, to be successful, must be often delayed and
never vehement. I should regret your leaving me; and should regret it
the more if you resolve to go before my future takes a more definite
character. My wishes will of course impel me to bring this love of
mine to an issue as speedily as she will let me; but I really like your
company too well to wish you to regulate your conduct by a contingency
which, I fear, may prove the reverse of inevitable."
He paced the room, eyeing me from time to time with a gaze uncertain
and agitated. His brow was clouded.
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