The declaration and confession of Robert Watt : $b Written, subscribed, & delivered by himself, the evening before his execution, for high treason, at Edinburgh, October 15, 1794 — John Shaqi
The declaration and confession of Robert Watt : $b Written, subscribed, & delivered by himself, the evening before his execution, for high treason, at Edinburgh, October 15, 1794Watt, Robert
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The declaration and confession of Robert Watt : $b Written, subscribed, & delivered by himself, the evening before his execution, for high treason, at Edinburgh, October 15, 1794
I have given no private offence that I know of. Indeed, my sympathising
mind, though compounded of pride and ambition, would soon relent. I
may truly say, if I know my own deceitful heart, that sympathy to the
unfortunate was one cause of my adopting the part that has brought me
to my present fate. Reflection on the hardships of others has often
brought tears of sympathy from my eyes. Nor have I borrowed money,
nor purchased goods, but with the most upright intentions.--For the
satisfaction of my creditors, I will observe, that I had views of
being able to pay what I had either borrowed or purchased, had I
lived, altogether disconnected with the matter that has brought me to
my present unfortunate situation; but in this situation it would be
improper to mention what these views were.
Though I have always kept up the worship of God, at stated times,
both in the closet and family, and had honest intentions towards
my creditors; yet I am convinced, that my departures from God have
been very great; and that, in the glass of his holy law, they are
innumerable and highly aggravated. And especially the crime for which
I am about to suffer, as viewed in its probable consequences. I humbly
hope, that the Spirit of God has given me a saving discovery of my
sins; and that, in the spirit of genuine contrition, I am led to the
precious blood of sprinkling.
In the foregoing narrative, if any article appears imperfect or
obscure, I hope the imperfection or obscurity will be ascribed to
the urgent pressure of the occasion on which this paper is written.
It is a first copy; and, alas! there is not now time to revise or
correct.--Of the minutes of life that yet remain to me, even the
writing of this sentence has consumed one. But you who now read or
hear of this account, remember as you read, that the period is coming
when death shall be as near to you as it is to me; and, be assured,
you will find that a period when you will shrink with horror from the
idea of duplicity or deception. With candour then consider this solemn
declaration of a dying man. Nor let prejudices, which appearances
have produced against me, lead you to suppose, that, on the brink of
eternity, with the throne of judgment in my view, I dare to approach
the Omnipotent with a lie in my right hand.
Those who, in an official character, began and managed my prosecution,
I freely forgive.
Forgive me, my fellow Christians, for the reproach thrown by my conduct
on Religion.
My prayer to God is, That he may inspire all the people with a spirit
of subordination and loyalty; and teach them to lead, under the powers
that be, quiet and peaceable lives, in godliness and honesty.
O God! soon shall my body be given to the dust, and my soul will ascend
to thee. Thou knowest my sincerity in the narrative I have given; thou
seest my sorrow for all my sins. Hear me graciously--And, for the sake
of the Lord Jesus Christ, receive my soul to everlasting Glory. Amen.
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