Old Quilleash went aft, sidled up to the helm, and began to speak in a
stammering way, splicing a bit of rope while he spoke, and never lifting
his eyes to Dan's face.
"What for shouldn't we gerr away to Shetlands?" he said.
"Why to Shetlands?" asked Dan.
"Aw, it's safe and well we'll be when we're there. Aw, yes, I've been
there afore to-day. They're all poor men there, but right kind; and
what's it sayin', 'When one poor man helps another poor man, God
laughs.'"
Dan thought he saw into the heart of the old fellow. His throat grew
hard and his eyes dim, and he twisted his face away, keeping one hand on
the tiller. They should yet be justified of their loyalty, these stout
sea-dogs--yes, God helping him.
"No, no, Billy," he said, "there's to be no running away. We're going
back to see it out."
At that old Quilleash threw off some of his reserve.
"Mastha Dan," he said, "we came out to sea just to help you out of this
jeel, and because we've shared work, shared meat with you, and a frien'
should stand to a frien'; but now we're in for it too, so we are, and
what you'll have to stand to we'll have to stand to, and it'll be
unknownst to the law as we are innocent as kittens; and so it's every
man for himself and God for us all."
Then Dan understood them--how had he been blind so long to their
position?
"You want me to put about; is that it?" he asked.
Old Quilleash nodded his head, still keeping his eyes down.
"You think you'll be taken with me?"
Old Quilleash made an abashed mutter of assent. "Aw, yes, as 'cessories
before the fac's," he added.
At that Dan's great purpose began to waver.
"Don't fear, Billy," he said, "I'll speak up for you."
"And what'll that go for? Nothin'. Haven't we been tryin' to put 'it'
away?"
"That's true."
It was a fearful situation. The cold sweat rose in big beads on Dan's
forehead. What had he done? He had allowed these brave fellows to cast
in their lot with him. They were with him now for good or ill. He might
say they were innocent, but what would his word avail? And he had no
proof. They had tried to cover up his crime; they could not cover it;
God had willed that the crime should not be hidden. And now, if he
wished to lose his life to save his soul, what right had he to take the
lives of these men also? The brave fellows had wives that waited for
them, and children that claimed their knees. Atonement? Empty heroics to
be bought at the price of the blood of five loyal fellows whose only
crime was that they had followed him. He had dressed himself in a proud
armor of self-sacrifice, but a righteous God, that sees into the heart
of man and hates pride and brings it to the dust, had stripped him
naked.
Dan's soul was in a turmoil. What should he do? On the one hand were
love, honor, Mona, even everlasting life; and on the other were five
innocent men. The agony of that moment was terrible. Atonement? God must
have set his face against it.
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