Dan's hand rested on the tiller, but there was no strength in his arm,
because there was now no resolve in his heart. The fishing-boat was
about three miles west of Jurby Point, going well before the wind. In
half an hour more it would run into the creek. It was now to act or
never. What was he to do? What? What?
It was, then, in that moment of awful doubt, when the will of a strong
man might have shriveled up, that nature herself seemed to give the
answer.
All at once the wind fell again to a dead calm. Then Dan knew, or seemed
to know, that God was with the men, and against him. There was to be no
atonement. No, there was to be no proud self-sacrifice.
Dan's listless hand dropped from the tiller, and he flung himself down
in his old seat by the hatches. The men looked into each other's faces
and smiled a grisly smile. The sails flapped idly; the men furled them,
and the boat drifted south.
The set of the tide was still to ebb, and every boat's length south took
the boat a fathom farther out to sea. This was what the men wanted, and
they gathered in the cockpit, and gave way to more cheerful spirits.
Dan lay by the hatches, helpless and hopeless, and more haggard and pale
than before. An unearthly light now fired his eyes, and that was the
first word of a fearful tale. A witch's Sabbath, a devil's revelry, had
begun in his distracted brain. It was as though he were already a being
of another world. In a state of wild hallucination he saw his own
spectre, and he was dead. He lay on the deck; he was cold; his face was
white, and it stared straight up at the sky. The crew were busy about
him; they were bringing up the canvas and the weights. He knew what they
were going to do; they were going to bury him in the sea.
Then a film overspread his sight, and when he awoke he knew that he had
slept. He had seen his father and Mona in a dream. His father was very
old, the white head was bent, and the calm, saintly gaze was fixed upon
him. There was a happy thought in Mona's face. Everything around her
spoke of peace. The dream was fresh and sweet and peaceful to Dan when
he woke where he lay on the deck. It was like the sunshine and the
caroling of birds and the smell of new-cut grass. Was there no dew in
Heaven for parched lips, no balm for the soul of a man accursed?
Hours went by. The day wore on. A passing breath sometimes stirred the
waters, and again all was dumb, dead, pulseless peace. Hearing only the
faint flap of the rippling tide, they drifted, drifted, drifted.
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