"Now, give me the keys, Paton Gorry," said the Bishop, with the same
assumption of authority.
Old Gorry handed his keys to the Bishop.
"And get thee home, and stay there."
Old Gorry touched his cap and went up the steps.
Then, with a bankrupt smile of sorry triumph, the Bishop turned to his
son. "You see," he said, "you are free. Let me look--what is the hour?"
He fumbled for his watch. "Ah, I had forgotten. I paid my watch away to
poor Patrick Looney. No matter. At nine by the clock Mylechreest will
come for you, and you will go to your boat and set sail for Scotland, or
England, or Ireland, or--or--"
Dan could bear up no longer. His heart was choking. "Father, father, my
father, what are you saying?" he cried.
"I am saying that you are free to leave this place."
"I will not go--I can not go."
The Bishop fetched a long breath and paused for a moment. He put one
trembling hand to his forehead, as if to steady his reeling and heated
brain.
"You can not stay," he said. "Hark! do you hear the wind how it moans?
Or is it the sea that beats on the rock outside? And over our heads are
the dead of ten generations."
But Dan was suffocating with shame; the desolation around, the death
that was lying silent above, and the mother of sorrows that was wailing
beneath had no terrors left for him.
"Father, my father," he cried again, "think what you ask me to do. Only
think of it. You ask me to allow you to buy the silence of the meanest
hinds alive. And at what a price? At the price of the influence, the
esteem, the love, and the reverence that you have won by the labor of
twenty years. And to what end? To the end that I--I--"
"To the end that you may live, my son. Remember what your father's love
has been to you. No, not that--but think what it must have been to him.
Your father would know you were alive. It is true he would never, never
see you. Yes, we should always be apart--you there, and I here--and I
should take your hand and see your face no more. But you would be
alive--"
"Father, do you call it living? Think if I could bear it. Suppose I
escaped--suppose I were safe in some place far away--Australia, America,
anywhere out of the reach of shame and death--suppose I were well, ay,
and prosperous as the world goes--what then?"
"Then I should be content, my son. Yes, content, and thanking God."
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