Love stories; New Mexico -- Fiction; Western stories
Lucy felt very much alone, quite shut off, in her poignant need, from
every one who might give her help, advice, or sympathy. As she sat
there, encompassed by her loneliness and pain, her thoughts turned half
unconsciously toward Curtis Conrad with instinctive longing for his
protecting care and strength. Then she remembered. With a sharp flash
that made her wince it came back to her that he meant to have revenge
on Delafield; that she had heard him say he was on the man's trail, and
would track him down and kill him! For a moment it staggered her, with a
fierce new pain that struck through the keen ache in her breast, making
her catch her breath in a gasping sob. But all her heart rose in quick
denial. A faint smile held her trembling lip for an instant as she
thought:
"Oh, no; he wouldn't! He wouldn't hurt daddy; and he wouldn't kill
anybody! I know he wouldn't!"
She almost feared to meet her household; it seemed as if this awful
knowledge which had come to her must be writ large upon her countenance.
Would it be possible to take up the daily life again as if nothing had
happened? A chasm so horrible had riven it, since the morning, that
surely it could never be the same again. But when she finally summoned
her resolution and went down to take up her daily duties, she found it
not so hard as she had feared. That benign routine of daily, commonplace
life, with its hourly demands upon thought and feeling and attention,
which has saved so many hearts from breaking, met her at the very door
of her room. She quickly learned to lean upon it, even to multiply its
demands. At the outset it gave her the strength and courage to pass
through her ordeal steadfastly; and after the first day it was not so
hard. She began to feel pity for her father and a new tenderness as she
thought of the years through which he had lived, knowing who he was and
what he had done, and dreading always to be found out. But all her pity,
tenderness, affection, and the old habit of lovingness that she was
resolute to sustain were not always sufficient to overcome the revulsion
that sometimes seized her.
One of these moments of revolt came to her as they lingered over the
breakfast table a few days after her discovery. She made an excuse to
attend to something in the kitchen, and hastily left the room. Her
father had told them at the table that he was going to Las Vegas that
morning. He waited, expecting her to return and go with him to the gate,
and wave a last good-bye as he looked back on his way down the hill. She
did not reappear, and at last he told Miss Dent that he would have to go
or lose his train. Louise watched him from the window with yearning eyes
that would not lift themselves from his figure until it disappeared
from her view.
As he waited at the station Lucy rushed breathlessly to his side. "I was
so afraid I should be too late!" she panted as she slipped her hand
through his arm, "I ran all the way down the hill."
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