Love stories; New Mexico -- Fiction; Western stories
With hands clenched against her heart, which was aching with the
soreness of bruised flesh, she whispered, "To take the money of all
those people, and ruin them; and it killed some--oh, daddy, daddy, it
was you who did it!" All the world had suddenly become one great,
enveloping pain that wrung her heart anew with every recurring
realization that her adored father had been so wicked--to her mind so
abominably wicked. It was significant of her youth and inexperience, and
also of her moral quality, that she did not attempt to palliate or
excuse his offence. He was guilty of wrongdoing, as Dellmey Baxter was
guilty, but in a far worse measure, and the fact that he was her father
would never temper her condemnation of his sin. In the midst of her
anguish she grew conscious that her feeling toward him had changed, and
knew that the life had gone out of her old honoring, adoring love. It
was as if half her heart had been violently torn away. For the first
time sobs shook her, as she moaned, "Daddy, daddy, I loved you so!"
Forlorn and anguished, her longing turned back to the dead mother with
imperious need of sympathy, understanding, and companionship.
Then came the thought that her mother had known this dreadful truth, and
yet had stanchly held by him and shared its consequences. The sense of
duty arose within her, trembling, apprehensive, but insistent. It seemed
almost as if her mother had bequeathed this secret to her keeping that
she might the better fill her place beside him with daughterly
solicitude. The idea crystallized into whispered words as she tossed
back her head and dried her eyes, "My mother stood by him, and so shall
I!"
He must never even suspect that she knew this horrible thing; she felt
instinctively that it would cut him to the heart to learn that she had
discovered his secret. For a moment she broke down again and moaned,
"Why did I go into his office this morning! I wish I hadn't, I wish I
hadn't! And then I wouldn't have had to know!" She quickly put aside
this useless repining, to face the grim, painful fact once more. No; he
must never guess that she knew he was other than he seemed, and he must
never feel any change in her manner toward him. She must hide the secret
deep, deep down in her heart, and she must keep their mutual life as it
had always been. And there was Dearie--but she must know nothing of it;
oh, no, never in the world must Dearie learn the least thing about this
trouble!
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