Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Speculation -- Fiction; Wall Street (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction
I saw that she, uncertain whether he wished to accept, was giving him a
chance to take either course. “He has time--nothing but time,” said I. “His
engagements are always with people who want to get something out of him.
And they can wait.” I pretended to think he was expecting me to enter
the trap; I got in, seated myself beside her, said to Sam: “I've saved
the little seat for you. Tell your man to take us to the Equitable
Building--Nassau Street entrance.”
I talked a good deal during the first half of the nearly two hours we were
together--partly because both Sam and his sister seemed under some sort of
strain, chiefly because I was determined to make a good impression. I told
her about myself, my horses, my house in the country, my yacht. I tried to
show her I wasn't an ignoramus as to books and art, even if I hadn't been
to college. She listened, while Sam sat embarrassed. “You must bring your
sister down to visit me,” I said finally. “I'll see that you both have
the time of your lives. Make up a party of your friends, Sam, and come
down--when shall we say? Next Sunday? You know you were coming anyhow. I
can change the rest of the party.”
Sam grew as red as if he were going into apoplexy. I thought then he was
afraid I'd blurt out something about who were in the party I was proposing
to change. I was soon to know better.
“Thank you, Mr.--Blacklock,” said his sister. “But I have an engagement
next Sunday. I have a great many engagements just now. Without looking at
my book I couldn't say when I can go.” This easily and naturally. In her
set they certainly do learn thoroughly that branch of tact which plain
people call lying.
Sam gave her a grateful look, which he thought I didn't see, and which I
didn't rightly interpret--then.
“We'll fix it up later, Blacklock,” said he.
“All right,” said I. And from that minute I was almost silent. It was
something in her tone and manner that silenced me. I suddenly realized that
I wasn't making as good an impression as I had been flattering myself.
When a man has money and is willing to spend it, he can readily fool
himself into imagining he gets on grandly with women. But I had better
grounds than that for thinking myself not unattractive to them, as a rule.
Women had liked me when I had nothing; women had liked me when they didn't
know who I was. I felt that this woman did not like me. And yet, by the way
she looked at me in spite of her efforts not to do so, I could tell that
I had some sort of unusual interest for her. Why didn't she like me? She
made me feel the reason. I didn't belong to her world. My ways and my looks
offended her. She disliked me a good deal; she feared me a little. She
would have felt safer if she had been gratifying her curiosity, gazing in
at me through the bars of a cage.
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