Drug addicts -- Fiction; Mars (Planet) -- Fiction; Science fiction
Thorne struggled to a seat on the edge of the bunk, unshaven, his hair
brush-wild, his eyes red and rheumy, a derelict to the soles of his
torn boots. Yet he did not want a drink, he whose passion had been
drink, whose only joy and only thought had been drink until it had
swept him from the heights to such depths that even a Martian refused
longer to shelter him and sent him forth into the desert to find death.
"Maybe ye've just been numbed," suggested Fraser. "I gave ye half a
glass, I told ye."
"It should have laid me out cold."
"Anyone else it would," returned Fraser, somewhat brutally. "You been
lapping it up so thick you might be a little immune, ye know. I took
the chance."
"It wouldn't have made any difference if I had been laid out another
day or two, anyhow," Thorne returned, as brutally. "I might be getting
a little thick. I could take more than I could at first. But I wanted
it just as bad, or worse. Now I don't want it. Have you any left?"
"Most of the bottle."
"May I have a glass?"
Fraser snorted, his Scotch coming through almost visibly. "Don't want
it, eh?" He pulled a squat, green bottle from the wall cabinet beside
the bunk. "Just how big a glass, Mr. Thorne?"
"Full."
He filled the glass and handed it in stony silence to the ex-pilot.
Thorne took it and looked into the turgid green depths. He smelled
the sweet, cidery odor. He passed it to and fro under his nose. No
reaction. Nothing.
"It's just water, Joy." He looked up at Fraser, wide-eyed, grinning.
"It's high-test Royal Seal," retorted the freighter captain. "It cost
me plenty and you know it."
"Yes, but--to me--me, the biggest sot on Mars--it's just water! No
taste, no smell, no nothing." He lifted the glass to his lips. There
was a short pause. Slowly he lowered his hand, a glare of madness
in his eyes. Fraser drew back, but, fascinated, made no effect to
interfere.
"It's still ... water, Joy. Water. Tastes like water, smells like
water. The stuff doesn't affect me at all." He flung up his hand,
gulping down the terrible t'ang like mad, spilling it down his stubby
chin and staining his rags a dirtier color than before. Only when the
last drop had vanished did he lower the glass, and Fraser, watching
in amazement, saw that no tinge of exhilaration swayed his patient. A
thimblefull of the stuff would set off a jag in an ordinary man that
made a whiskey-drunk look like an ice-cream festival. Thorne, saturated
with the wicked juice, sat in quiet, deliberate possession of his every
sense and faculty.
"I've had my drink, Joy. I didn't want it, except as I would want
any drink when thirsty. I didn't taste a thing. I feel nothing." He
stumbled erect, holding onto the upright of the bunk. "I'm tired,
dead-tired. I could sleep a week. But I'm not drunk, Joy. I'm not
drunk. I can't get drunk. Never again. I can't be poisoned. I'm
saturated with poison. You'll have to shoot me to get rid of me, Joy."
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