The descent of the sun: A cycle of birth — John Shaqi
The descent of the sun: A cycle of birthUnknown
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The descent of the sun: A cycle of birth
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Hindu legends
But Umra-Singh lay in the street, more like a dead than a living man,
covered with bruises and bereft of sense. And the people crowded
round him, jeering and scouting and pointing at him, and giving him
blows and kicks. And he looked in the midst of those base mockers
like a black antelope smitten by the hunters with a mortal wound, and
surrounded by a troop of chattering monkeys. Then by and by those
scoffers left him lying, and went every man his way, for the sun was
going down. And after a while, he came to himself, and rose up,
though with difficulty, from the ground, and wandered away with
stumbling feet, till he came to a tank in a deserted quarter, and lay
down on its brink to rest. And sore though he was in all his limbs,
he never felt the pain of his body: but his eyes were dazed with the
blue glory of the bitter scorn of the eyes of Shrí, and the sound of
her voice and her laughter rang in his ears, and in his heart was
shame. So he lay long, gazing at the image of Shrí as it floated
before him, and stung his soul like the teeth of a serpent, and yet
soothed it like sandal, while the moon rose in the sky.
And then suddenly he sat up, and looked round. And he saw the tank,
and the trees, and the moon's image in the water, and remembered
where he was, and all that had occurred. And he sighed deeply, and
said to himself: Woe is me! I have, like a dishonest gambler, cast
my die, and lost the game. And now, I have gained no kingdom and no
King's daughter, but only blows and shame. Alas! no sooner had I
found my dream than again I lost her, through the terrible operation
of sins committed in a former birth. So now, nothing remains but to
do as quickly as possible what I was about to do before I went to the
palace, and put myself, in very truth, to death. For life seemed
unendurable, before I had found the woman of my dream: but now it is
worse by far, since I have found her only to become in her eyes a
thing of scorn, more horrible than a hundred deaths.
And he took his sword, and felt the sharpness of its edge, and put it
to his throat. And as it touched his skin, at that moment he heard
in the silence of the night the voice of a warder, singing as he went
his round upon the city wall: _Whatsoever high-caste man has been to
the Land of the Lotus of the Sun, let him come to the King: he shall
share the King's kingdom and marry the King's daughter_. And the
sword fell from his hand, and he sprang to his feet, and exclaimed:
What! she is for the man who has seen the Land of the Lotus, and here
am I, a Rajpoot of the Race of the Sun, dreaming of death by this
moonlit tank, while the Land of the Lotus is yet unfound! Now will I
find that Lotus Country, be it where it may, and then come back and
claim her, not as I did before, in jest, but by the right of the seer
and the seen.
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