New York (State) -- Fiction; West (U.S.) -- Fiction
“To tell you?--about what, mother?” Christine spoke lower.
“You know what I mean. Which of them is it? Is it Banks?--don't say it
is Banks!”
“Mother, how can I say anything when you begin like that?”
“Have you any idea what sort of a man Banks Bowen really is? His father
supports him entirely--six years now, ever since he left the law school.
He does nothing, never will do anything. He has no will or purpose in
life, except about trifles like this hunting-trip. As far as I can see
he is without common sense.”
Christine stood by the dressing-table pleating the cover-frilling with
her small fingers that were loaded with rings. She pinched the folds
hard and let them go. “Why did no one ever say these things before?”
“We don't say things about the sons of our friends, unless we are
compelled to. They were implied in every way possible. When have I asked
Banks Bowen to the house except when everybody was asked! I would never
in the world have come out in Mr. Borland's car if I had known the
Bowens were to be of the party.”
“That made no difference,” said Christine loftily.
“It was all settled before then, was it?”
“Have I said it was settled, mother? He asked me if I could ever care
for him; and I said that I did--a little. Why shouldn't I? He does what
I like a man to do. I don't enjoy people who have wills and purposes. It
may be very horrid of me, but I wouldn't be in Moya's place for worlds.”
“You poor child! You poor, unhappy child!”
“Why am I unhappy? Has Paul added so much to our income since he left
college?”
“Paul does not make money; neither does he selfishly waste it. He has a
conscience in his use of what he has.”
“I don't see what conscience has to do with it. When it is gone it's
gone.”
“You will learn what conscience has to do with a man's spending if ever
you try to make both ends meet with Banks Bowen. I suppose he will go
through the form of speaking to me?”
“Mother dear! He has only just spoken to me. How fast you go!”
“Not fast enough to keep up with my children, it seems. Was it you,
Christine, who asked them to come here?”
Christine was silent.
“Where did you learn such ways?--such want of frankness, of delicacy, of
the commonest consideration for others? To be looking out for your own
little schemes at a time like this!” Mrs. Bogardus saw now what must
have been Paul's reason for doing what, with all her forced explanations
of the hunting-trip, she had never until now understood. He had taken
the alarm before she had, and done what he could to postpone this family
catastrophe.
Christine retreated to a deep-cushioned chair, and threw herself into
it, her slender hands, palm upwards, extended upon its arms. Total
surrender under pressure of cruel odds was the expression of her pointed
eyebrows and drooping mouth. She looked exasperatingly pretty and
irresponsibly fragile. Her blue-veined eyelids quivered, her breath came
in distinct pants.
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