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Paul gave a flattering estimate of their resources. The patient was not
deceived.
“Where's it all gone to? You ain't eat anything.”
“I've eaten a good deal more than you have.”
“I was livin' on fever.”
“You can't live on fever any longer. The fever has left you, and you'll
go with it if you don't obey your doctor.”
“But where's all the stuff _gone_ to?”
“There were four of them, and they allowed for some delay in getting
out,” Paul explained, with a sickly smile.
“Well, they was hogs! I knew how they'd pan out! That was why”--He
wearied of speech and left the point unfinished.
On the evening following, when the two could no longer see each other's
faces in the dusk, Paul spoke, controlling his voice:--
“I need not ask you, John, what you think of our chances?”
“I guess they ain't much worth thinking about.” The fire hissed and
crackled; the soft subsidence of the snow could be heard outside.
“We are 'free among the dead,' how does it go? 'Like unto them that are
wounded and lie in the grave.' What we say to each other here will stop
here with our breath. Let us put our memories in order for the last
reckoning. I think, John, you must, at some time in your life, have
known my father, Adam Bogardus? He was lost on the Snake River plains,
twenty-one years ago this autumn.”
Receiving no answer, the pale young inquisitor went on, choosing his
words with intense deliberation as one feeling his way in the dark.
“Most of us believe in some form of communication that we can't explain,
between those who are separated in body, in this world, but closely
united in thought. Do I make myself clear?”
There was a sound of deep breathing from the bunk; it produced a similar
conscious excitement in the speaker. He halted, recovered himself, and
continued:--
“After my father's disappearance, my mother had a distinct
presentiment--it haunted her for years--that something had happened to
him at a place called One Man Station. Did you ever know the place?”
“I might have.” The words came huskily.
“Father had left her at this place, and to her knowledge he never came
back. But she had this intimation--and suffered from it--that he did
come back and was foully dealt with there--wronged in body or mind. The
place had most evil associations for her; it was not strange she should
have connected it with the great disaster of her life. As you lay
talking to yourself in your fever, you took me back on that lost
trail that ended, as we thought, in the grave. But we might have been
mistaken. Is there anything it would not be safe for you and me to speak
of now? Do you know any tie between men that should be closer than the
tie between us? Any safer place where a man could lay off the secret
burdens of his life and be himself for a little while--before the end
answers all? I know you have a secret. I believe that a share of it
belongs to me.”
“We are better off sometimes if we don't get all that belongs to us,”
said John gratingly.
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