To-night a handsome, stylishly gowned woman of about thirty came up
to me with a radiant smile and a strange brightness in her eyes.
There were five hundred couples dancing on the floor, and the music
and sound of sliding feet made it difficult to hear her. She said:
"You handsome soldier boy! Come dance with me?" I replied politely
that I did not dance. Then she took hold of me and said, "I'll teach
you." I saw a wedding-ring on the hand she laid on my arm. Then I
looked straight at her, "Madam, very soon I'll be learning the dance
of death over in France, and my mind's concerned with that." She
grew red with anger. She seemed amazed. And she snapped, "Well, you
_are_ a queer soldier!" Later I watched her flirting and dancing
with an officer.
Overtures and advances innumerable have been made to me, ranging
from the assured possession-taking onslaught like this woman's to
the slight, subtle something, felt more than seen, of a more complex
nature. And, Lenore, I blush to tell you this, but I've been mobbed
by girls. They have a thousand ways of letting a soldier _know!_ I
could not begin to tell them. But I do not actually realize what it
is that is conveyed, that I know; and I am positive the very large
majority of soldiers _misunderstand_. At night I listen to the talks
of my comrades, and, well--if the girls only heard! Many times I go
out of hearing, and when I cannot do that I refuse to hear.
Lenore, I am talking about nice girls now. I am merciless. There are
many girls like you--they seem like you, though none so pretty. I
mean, you know, there are certain manners and distinctions that at
once mark a really nice girl. For a month I've been thrown here and
there, so that it seems I've seen as many girls as soldiers. I have
been sent to different entertainments given for soldiers. At one
place a woman got up and invited the girls to ask the boys to dance.
At another a crowd of girls were lined up wearing different ribbons,
and the boys marched along until each one found the girl wearing a
ribbon to match the one he wore. That was his partner. It was
interesting to see the eager, mischievous, brooding eyes of these
girls as they watched and waited. Just as interesting was it to see
this boy's face when he found his partner was ugly, and that boy
swell with pride when he found he had picked a "winner." It was all
adventure for both boys and girls. But I saw more than that in it.
Whenever I could not avoid meeting a girl I tried to be agreeable
and to talk about war, and soldiers, and what was going on. I did
not dance, of course, and I imagine more than one girl found me a
"queer soldier."
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