"_France!_ He's in France?" she whispered. "Oh, Kurt!" A storm of love
and terror burst over her. It had the onset and the advantage of a
bewildering surprise. It laid low, for the moment, her fortifications of
sacrifice, strength, and resolve. She had been forced into womanhood,
and her fear, her agony, were all the keener for the intelligence and
spirit that had repudiated selfish love. Kurt Dorn was in France in the
land of the trenches! Strife possessed her and had a moment of raw,
bitter triumph. She bit her lips and clenched her fists, to restrain the
impulse to rush madly around the room, to scream out her fear and hate.
With forcing her thought, with hard return to old well-learned
arguments, there came back the nobler emotions. But when she took up the
letter again, with trembling hands, her heart fluttered high and sick,
and she saw the words through blurred eyes.
...I'll give the letter to an ensign, who has promised to mail it
the moment he gets back to New York.
Lenore, your letter telling me about Jim was held up in the mail.
But thank goodness, I got it in time. I'd already been transferred,
and expected orders any day to go on board the transport, where I am
writing now. I'd have written you, or at least telegraphed you,
yesterday, after seeing Jim, if I had not expected to see him again
to-day. But this morning we were marched on board and I cannot even
get this letter off to you.
Lenore, your brother is a very sick boy. I lost some hours finding
him. They did not want to let me see him. But I implored--said that
I was engaged to his sister--and finally I got in. The nurse was
very sympathetic. But I didn't care for the doctors in charge. They
seemed hard, hurried, brusque. But they have their troubles. The
hospital was a long barracks, and it was full of cripples.
The nurse took me into a small, bare room, too damp and cold for a
sick man, and I said so. She just looked at me.
Jim looks like you more than any other of the Andersons. I
recognized that at the same moment I saw how very sick he was. They
had told me outside that he had a bad case of pneumonia. He was
awake, perfectly conscious, and he stared at me with eyes that set
my heart going.
"Hello, Jim!" I said, and offered my hand, as I sat down on the bed.
He was too weak to shake hands.
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