The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
“Be at ease”—these words, though spoken in the softest key, and with the
sweetest smile, somehow did not set her at ease; and “You will draw
attention,” raised an anxiety that she had not felt before. Was it the
dislike of drawing attention?—but she would wait. Oh, how she longed for
the stupid evening to be over; it is so hard to bear calmly, cheerfully,
a toothache or a heart-ache in company. It was long before they left the
tea-table, and then it was long before they got ready to go home, and
after they were all in their saddles and in their carriages on the road,
it was long before Sophie’s smiling good night broke up the family
circle for the evening. Sophie left the room with a congratulatory smile
to Hagar, happy in the thought that their quarrel was made up. Raymond
followed her, smiling, to the door, opened it, bowed her out, closed it,
and returned; then with a sudden impulse went back, re-opened it, and
passed out.
Hagar awaited his return half an hour, and then sought her chamber. She
expected him joyously, yet with a little undefinable anxiety. At last
she heard his steps ascending the stairs, he opened the door, and came
in; she turned quickly, and going to meet him, holding out both hands,
exclaimed,
“Dearest Raymond, I am so glad that we are alone, together at last, my
heart has been ready to burst all the—” She stopped short, and gazed in
surprise at him. How changed his aspect! was it the same Raymond that an
hour ago was smiling, bowing, glancing, gliding through the lighted
drawing-rooms? He stood with folded arms and curling lip; his cold eye
crawling over her from head to foot, yet so fascinating in his beautiful
scorn, that she could have uttered a death-cry of anguish, as love and
pride tugged at her heart-strings. He passed her and threw himself upon
a lounge. She had been prepared for this scorn and anger three hours
before, but she was not now—not after having been subdued by soft
smiles, sweet words, and gentle tones, that she had received in all
trust—no, not now—the touch of the soft fingers that had sought and
pressed her hand in drawing it through his arm; the touch of those soft
fingers was yet quivering on _her_ fingers; the rays of those gentle
eyes were yet beaming in _her_ eyes; the tones of that low, love-pitched
voice yet breathing in her ear—no, she could not believe in this
harshness, at _least_ she could not bear it. He was now sitting on the
lounge, making entries in a note-book, with his usual air of elegant
ease. She looked at him an instant, and then going up to him she stood
before him; he continued his writing, without looking up; the flame
flickered in and out upon her dark cheek; soon she dropped both hands
upon his shoulders, and dropped her proud head until the long glittering
ringlets fell each side of his cheeks, and sitting down beside him and
dropping her face upon his bosom, she whispered softly,
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