The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
“This folly must be ended just at this point; and when I ask you a
question, Hagar, you are to reply, and not evade it. Tell me, now, the
cause of your gloom—tell me at once, without prevarication, for I will
know it.”
“You _do_ know it,” said she, looking up through her anguished eyes at
his calm, stern, yet beautiful face. “You do know it.”
“I do _not_ know it, and I wait your answer.”
“You _suspect_ it, then?”
“I am not given to _suspicion_,” sneered Raymond, “and I want to hear
the cause of your sullenness from your own lips. Come, reply!”
She relapsed into silence.
“Am I to have an answer from you, Hagar?”
“Alas! why do you press the question? I am gloomy, I cannot conceal it,
but I do not complain—do not _wish_ to complain.”
“Of _what_ have you to ‘complain?’”
“Nothing.”
“‘_Nothing!_’—false, again! for though it is true, in fact, that you
_have_ nothing of which to complain, it is false on your lips.”
She did not repel this charge, but sat with head bowed, with chin rested
on her breast, with clasped hands on her lap, he still standing before
her with folded arms.
“Why did you not come up to the piano when I beckoned you?”
“Because I did not wish to come.”
“_You ‘did not wish to come’_—insolent! but passing over the
impertinence of your reply, Hagar, _why_ did you ‘not wish to come?’”
“I was not wanted.”
“I called you.”
“Yet I was not needed.”
“That was no business of yours; I beckoned you!”
“And I am not a slave, to come at your beck!” flashed Hagar, suddenly
raising her eyes, blazing with defiance, to meet his steady gaze.
“No, you are not a slave, Hagar; you are a proud, fierce woman—yet
Hagar, to-morrow, when I call you to my side, _you will come_!” and his
hand dropped heavily upon her shoulder.
We will drop the curtain here; these scenes are disgraceful, disgusting.
* * * * *
The next evening they were grouped around the piano again, Rosalia was
singing her evening song, Raymond Withers standing at the back of her
chair, a little on the right, and Hagar stood on the other side, leaning
with her elbow on the end of the piano, her forehead bowed upon the palm
of her hand. Rosalia, without raising her eyes from her music, moved the
light so that its beams fell more directly upon her notes—its beams fell
also upon the countenance of Hagar, exposing a face so ghastly in its
pallor, eyes so fierce in their anguish, that Raymond, evidently fearing
lest Rosalia should notice her agony of expression, brought her, by a
look and gesture, out of the light and into the shade of the background
by his side; and passing his arm around her waist, drew her up to him,
smiling down in her face, as he whispered, quickly, under his breath—
“Be gentle, tender, complying, Hagar, and you shall be happy; be the
reverse, be rude, angry, rebellious, and you shall be wretched. Yet I
love you, Hagar, and would prefer to make you happy; do not, while I
love you, constrain me to deeds of hate.”
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