The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
comes, and go as it rolls into silence; come, lighting up the blindness
of her mind as the lightning comes, and go as it flashes out into
darkness; come as the storm comes, and pass as it passes. They would
come at first unexpected, unbidden, impetuous, and irresistible,—nor
could she send them away till a more convenient season, nor could she at
will summon them. At length she found the spell to call these
“Spirits from the vasty deep.”
She found her power, though now she played with it only for her
pleasure. The pent-up fire of her soul—that burned in her bosom, rocking
to and fro, lashing its shores as a sea of flame in storm—the soul that
blazed in and out upon her cheek, and flamed through her eyes until
their gaze seemed to scorch you; the soul found vent in poetry and in
music.
And she would have been happy, _but_
in the grand diapason of her life was one broken chord, that left a
blank, or gave out discord—her jealousy.
One evening, as usual, Rosalia was seated at the piano, playing and
singing one of Moore’s melodies. Raymond was seated near her, and his
very soul seemed floating out upon the waves of the music; presently he
arose and went to the back of her chair where he stood bending over her,
unconsciously half embracing her. She raised her eyes and welcomed him
by a beaming smile, without pausing in her music. Soon, however, he
turned and looked for Hagar; she was sitting in a distant part of the
room, buried in the shades of a deep arm-chair—her head bent forward and
resting on her hand, while her profile was concealed by the veil of her
ringlets. She did not look up or notice his glance. He spoke to her; she
raised her eyes—he beckoned her to come, but with a bitter smile, she
shook her head in refusal; then his eyes fastened on her with a fierce
anger, piercing through their tenderness, which now for the first time
she did not heed; then with a quick and threatening nod, he turned away
and gave his attention up to the music. Not one whit of this dumb show
had Rosalia noticed. At last her song was over, and rising she left the
piano.
An hour after, Raymond Withers entered the dressing-room of his wife.
She had thrown herself upon the lounge, and her head was drooped over
one end, while all her ringlets falling down shaded her face. He
approached—and standing over her with folded arms, he said—
“Hagar!”
She did not speak or move.
“_Hagar!_”
She looked up, silently.
“_Hagar!_ I say.”
“Well?”
“What is the matter?”
“Nothing.”
“_Nothing!_—do not speak falsely, Hagar! tell me at once, what is the
matter?”
She smiled a haggard smile, and rising, went to her dressing-glass and
began to unclasp her bracelets. He followed, and taking her hand, led
her back to the sofa, seated her, and stood before her, folded his arms,
and looking steadily at her, said, sternly,
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