The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
Gusty mused. Could he, he thought, enlighten his mother as to the _real_
state of affairs? After some minutes’ reflection, he determined to keep
the secret of the elopement, veiled as it was by the foreign mission;
both because, though his suspicions came as near truth as suspicions
_could_ come, yet they were not fully proved—_he_ might feel very sure
himself, yet he might not he able to assure another mind—and because he
did not wish to inflict upon his mother another sorrow, in addition to
the one she was now almost sinking under. He felt sure that she would
never receive a hint from Hagar, whom self-esteem, as well as her
continued and inevitable love for her husband, would keep silent upon
the subject of his perfidy, and her own wrongs and sufferings.
After dinner, Emily, attended by her son, rode towards Heath Hall.
* * * * *
When Gusty May had left the breakfast-table for his walk to Grove
Cottage, Hagar took her two children up to her own chamber—to her old
eyrie in the third story. This room also was unchanged—except—yes! there
sat her children’s little rose-wood crib, with all its furniture, just
as it was before it had been sold at the third execution. There could be
but _one_ to whom she was indebted for this delicate attention, and
though her morbid pride was at first startled, yet her affections were
touched by this instance of disinterested friendship.
Without any pretensions, Gusty was doing everything to sanctify the uses
of adversity to the heart of Hagar. It was impossible not to be softened
by the kind offices of a friendship that gave everything without hope or
even thought of return. This was Hagar’s first, her _very_ first
experience of disinterested affection—the love of Raymond was intensely
selfish, craving only the possession of its object, regardless of her
affections or her happiness—and Hagar had felt that bitterly through all
her married life, and most bitterly in her desertion. The effect of this
selfish and cruel abandonment on the character of Hagar’s mind and
heart, must have been most deleterious, fatal, but that the antidote was
provided in a new phase of human sympathy revealed to her in the
disinterested affection of one—an alien by blood—a rejected and humbled
lover of her girlhood, a sufferer by the same treachery that laid her
own hopes in the dust; one who, without pretending to any fine feelings,
or expressing any fine sentiments, had quietly suppressed and concealed
his own griefs, in ministering to her wants, in trying to alleviate her
sorrows. Hagar’s maternity had first inspired her deepest prayer—her
children had been the angels sent to conduct her heart to God—to whom,
ever since, with an almost hearing, seeing, touching faith, she had
offered all her joys, gratitudes, and praises, and where, alas! she had
also impiously carried all her fears, complaints, and reproaches. But
now she must ask a boon of Providence, that He would bless and prosper
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